i get told to share my feelings more
but i never really did
other than here
so this is me saying
i am not saying anyones names
but
fuck it.
i thought i wasn't ready
but i am
i just didn't think i could be
who you wanted me to be
you wanted
a perfect
kind
amazing
person
who would be there when you needed
but i can't do that
i can never do that
i am sorry for everything
i am sorry i only kinda talked about me
i am sorry i never asked about you
and i'm sorry i said i love you
i do not think i ever did
i just thought you wanted to hear it
so i said it
to make you happy
i am changed now
and i do not think i ever loved you
i have only ever loved one person
but they stabbed me in the back
so i said fuck it.
i am very sorry i lied to you
i am very sorry if i hurt you
i love her and you are related to her
and me hurting you is
in a way like me hurting her
but i never meant to
i am sorry to the both of you.
and i do like someone
i am sorry i ever said it was you
i only spoke to you
because she told me to
i thought it would make her happy
but i wasn't because
you aren't who i like
i like someone
and she is amazing
and she hasn't left my mind
since i got home
she is the only person i like
and you are not her
and im sorry.
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Poetrythis is a place for me to express my feelings 🥺 because i have a lot of them