i am broken
i cannot be fixed
please stop trying to fix me
i am this way because
it is who i am
i am sorry if i made you think i need to change
i want to sometimes
but i feel as though you pity me
i feel like everyone who says
they love me
actually pities me
because they feel bad
they feel bad because i am broken
and i cannot be fixed
but they want to try to fix me
so they can think they did something good
then they can tell everyone
they fixed the anxious depressed suicidal kid
who did nothing more than listen to music
and try to get through the day
without someone asking what was wrong
because that is the hardest question to answer
they also ask
why the kid with the hoodie or longsleeve
always has a hoodie or a longsleeve on
then they see that slight glimpse of red
then the kid raises their hand
and they ask the kid to pull up their sleeve
or they say
show me your arms
and the kid freezes for a bit
not knowing what to do
then the kid
silently puts their earbuds in
puts up their hood
and walks away
without a single word
only to be told to talk to someone
because
there are people who care
but when the kid actually needs help
everyone leaves
which is normal
the kid is used to it
everyone leaves
nobody actually ever really cared
they all just pretended
but the kid is going to make them all happy
because after this
the kid will be no more
the kid is tired of being ignored
so they decided to give up
goodbye.
- kid
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