diary

22/12

it's almost Christmas

it's not a bad thing

but I'm sad

I was dumped not even 24 hours after he said

"I love you"

he said he feel out of love

and I wasnt interesting enough

I'm not mad about it

he was kind of

I dont know

possessive

so I'm glad it ended

I dont miss him

but I do miss other people

which is why I am sad

one of them I cant see anymore

the other just moved away

we still talk

a lot

but not as much as we used to

I miss her

she is the most amazing best friend

like

ever

and the other person i have written about before

he still haunts me in the best ways

but i wish he didnt have to

i miss hugging him

i miss hugging her

i just

miss them.

n e wayz

no more sad talk today

I'm excited for Christmas for once

but also not but

only because I wont see my older siblings

they arent gonna be home

which is upsetting

but at least they wont jump on me

I cant wait to see my mom

I actually miss her