diary

11/9

you said you liked me

that was a lie

you like him...

now I understand what conan gray meant

when he said

"when you look in his eyes, hope you think of mine"

you say he is a friend

but you like him as more than that

he knows I like you

you also know I like you

I know he likes you

you know he likes you

I know you like him

though you say you like me

he can have you

because you used me

you cheated on her with me

and didn't even think about her

I still like you

but he can have you

because I have been hurt too much

I hurt many people

including her

and she was very important to me

but I never told her that

I never tell anyone that.