diary

24/4

i feel as though

they do not understand

they say they do

but

i think they only say that

so i feel comforted

i act like it works

but

it does not

i have never felt comfort

especially not

from anyone saying

'i understand how you feel'

or

'i know what that is like'

or

'i think everyone goes through that'

sometimes there is even

'i am sorry you have to go through that, but it gets better'

that is what people tell me

they say they understand

but i can tell they do not

they say they know what it is like

but they can not describe the feeling

they say everyone goes through it

but other than myself, they can not tell me who

and

they say it gets better

but they do not know when

they also say they are sorry i go through it

they say i will always be here if you need me

and they are most likely reading this

so hi

thank you

but i do not think you know everything

about me

to say half of the things you do

so

allow me to intruduce me.

hi, i am kayla denise bulmer.

i was born may 21st 2002.

writing this right now i am 17