$; Xayvien Heartless
$; draco
$; July 10
"Don't nobody know what we had to do to get to where we are don't nobody gotta know"
I woke up in a sweat hearing Carlos voice in my head. I looked at Cici to see her sleeping peacefully.
What the fuck is going on ?
I slowly slid out of the bed and went to the bathroom peed wash my hands and went downstairs.
I sat down at the kitchen counter. I looked at the envelope my dad sent me that I never opened. I picked it up looking st it.
Tayveion Heart
Alvin S. Glenn
Columbia,SC
Wassup Draco, ion know if you will ever open this but I just wanna let you know that they are going give me my death sentence soon. I know we never had a good bond but it's some shit I want you to know. First off let me tell you about the history of me and you're mama. We was togther all through high school I don't know what all she told you or if she told you anything but I just wanna let you know that my intentions was to never be a deadbeat. I tried to be in your life multiple time all the way up until I got locked up. Your mom was angry with me over what happen with me and her and she begin doing crack. I took her to court to get custody of you and everything but she used me being a drug dealer against me. I feel as if I'm the reason why you out hea in these streets cause I didn't do all I could to get you. I'm sorry mann. I know it's too late for that cause I know you too deep in this shit now and I didn't want you to get deep like me. I just want you to know I love you and if you read this after they kill me go to yo grandma her name is Magret Heart she stays in Zion hill she wants to see you so bad last time she saw you you were 4. If you read this in time please come see but I'll understand if you don't want too. I love Cayvien forever & always
-your pops Tayveion!
I folded the paper as a tear went down my face and I wiped it. I got up going upstairs and got back In the bed with Ci'ondra.
"Ci'ondra ?" I called her shaking her lightly.
"Hmm ?"
"Can you hold me please ?" I asked
Really just wanna be held by somebody I know I got forever.
"Yea come on"
I laided down on her chest and she stared rubbing my hair.
"What's wrong ?"
"I'll telL you in the moring." I said before closing my eyes and going to sleep.
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12:30pm
Ci'ondra🧚🏽♂️.
"Say you wanna be friends but I wanna be more dan dat, I can leave my name on yo body like an autograph I be in the field making plays like a quarterback. And tell yo father he not gonna get his daughter back." I sung in draco face at the red light.
Leave my name right on dat dick sis.
"Get the fuck" he laughed pushing my head back.
