y so cold {ryuna/2shin}

twenty

"Why do we need to suffer?"

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THIRD PERSON'S POV

Ryujin walked in after a minute of ringing the doorbell. The door wasn't locked

'What if someone broke in? Why is she so careless?' Ryujin thought to herself before closing the door slowly

She took out her phone and opened her flashlight, the whole living room is a mess.

A case of alcoholic beverages and snacks are on the floor or she might say all over the place

She quietly take steps on the staircase towards the second floor and as soon as she got there, she reached for every door she sees.

Some are vacant, some are locked. There were so many doors but she knew the last one is where Yuna probably be sleeping.

She reach for the doorknob and abruptly open it revealing a drunk Yuna on the floor, crying, a mess while holding a bottle of alcohol

Yuna doesn't seem to notice Ryujin's presence, she didn't even flinch when she heard her door creak open

She was too drunk, too drowsy, too hurt to give attention to her surroundings and Ryujin isn't happy about the situation

"Yuna," The first time, it was the first time Ryujin called her name and yet it has to be the time where Yuna isn't with her self

Yuna didn't whip her head to Ryujin's side, she didn't heard it or maybe she did and thinks she's just hallucinating

Ryujin slowly went near her and sat beside her. Yuna's gaze turn from the window to Ryujin

It was dark but the moon made Ryujin's face be seen. In Yuna's point of view Ryujin is a goddess, she wanted to hug her, kiss her and sleep with her without worrying of something

Yuna who's not in herself thinks she's seeing things, she thinks her mind is making it up

"Why do I keep seeing her?" Yuna groaned as she started coughing

Ryujin caressed her back calming her down and as Yuna calm down, her eyes squinted while eyeing Ryujin

She rub her eyes and pouted as she rest her head on Ryujin's shoulder

"This seems so real." Yuna closed her eyes feeling the warmth of Ryujin's body

"Because I'm real." Ryujin took Yuna's hand and placed it on her cheek

Yuna opened her eyes meeting Ryujin's. No one dared to mutter a word, it was just them. Locking eyes as they both cupped each other's cheeks.

Without thinking straight Yuna embraced Ryujin into a deep kiss.

It felt like a split of second but it made a huge impact to the both of them.

"I fucking miss you!" Yuna's gaze drop to the carpet floor as tears continously flow down her cheeks

"I miss you too, why were you avoiding me?" Ryujin asked sadly while wiping the tears from Yuna's cheeks

"I'm afraid." Yuna answered as she drink the last drop of alcohol from the bottle she's holding

Her surroundings started spinning but she doesn't seem to mind

"You're afraid of what?" Ryujin asked

Yuna shake her head and slumped her back on her bed. She tightly closed her eyes.

The room was filled with silence, Yuna didn't move until Ryujin realized she had fallen asleep.

"What should I do to you?" Ryujin ran her fingers through Yuna's hair, playing with it while she's tracing her features with her eyes

Yuna's beauty is eye catching yet it expresses a sad feeling. Like, if you glance at her you'll immediately know she's having a hard time. It shows.

Even when sleeping Ryujin had to wipe the tears coming out of Yuna's shut eyes.

She spent the night cuddling with her. Underneath the blanket Ryujin was back hugging her.

Her arms snaked on Yuna's waist and her head on Ryujin's arms.

Ryujin doesn't want to sleep, she's afraid she'll wake up the next day the person beside her will be gone.

It scares her and the fact that Yuna is being distant towards her scares her even more

She tighten the hug and buried her face on the crook of Yuna's neck

She wasn't supposed to sleep but her eyes betrayed her.

FAST FORWARD

Yuna woke up with a heavy head, she feel ill but what caught her attention is a pair of arms snaked around her waist

She turn to side only to find Ryujin sleeping peacefully beside her.

She lay back slowly, her face inch apart from Ryujin's. She's observing her features from her well-shaped eyebrows, goldly eyes, pointed nose up to her perfectly curve lips

Tears started dropping from Yuna's eyes, she cried silently infront of the sleeping latter. She didn't make a sound but made a little whimper and before she can even breakdown and wake Ryujin she locked herself on the bathroom and cried on the floor.

She rolled up the gray longsleeve up to her elbows and her long pajamas up to her kneecap.

It was full of bruises and rashes.

Yuna cried and cried until there's no more tears to weep, she spent an hour inside the bathroom until she heard Ryujin looking for her.

She wiped the tears from her eyes and looked at the mirror. She tried to smile but failed. Her lips quivering as tears are starting to form from her eyes. She rolled down her sleeve and pajamas, she can't let Ryujin see it

She walked out of the bathroom wearing her pokerface, she looks pale and in pain.

"Get out, we'll talk later." Yuna coldly said not taking a look at Ryujin

Ryujin didn't say anything but she's hurt, it was the first time Yuna acted like that to her. She obey her command as she slowly reach for the doorknob she turn to Yuna

"You can tell me what's bothering you, it hurts that you're pushing me away instead of trusting me." Ryujin muttered tears started flowing from her eyes but before Yuna can even talk she walked out of the room

Yuna held her chest, it's painful for her too. But Yuna believes it's better that way. It's better if she do it as early as possible