in which the reader is a member of the squad each one may focus on a certain member or the whole squad you are always Shane's sibling, and Garrett is your best friend
A/n: you aren't in a relationship in this one, for the purpose of the plot.
Everyone knew I struggled to love myself. Whether it was how I looked, or my personality. Whether it was who I was with, or if I was with someone at all.
Lately, it's been a little harder to love myself. I had gained some weight, which, of course, made it harder for me to be positive about my self image. I know I shouldn't care what other people think about me, but that doesn't change the fact that I do care.
I was currently trying on outfits. Today, me and Morgan decided that we needed a girl's night. We were going to go out, have some drinks, and do some karaoke.
I came out with an outfit on. "I love it." Morgan said. "Haha, I dont." I said walking back in. I tried on a few more outfits and than found one that I liked. We bought the outfit and headed to her place to get ready.
Morgan unlocked the door and opened it. I walked in, and she walked in after me. "Bathroom is over there." Morgan said pointing down the hallway.
"Alright" I said grabbing the bag with my outfit and heading to the bathroom to get dressed.
(Your Outfit)
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"Damn" I said looking in the mirror then coming out of the bathroom. "Wow. That looks amazing." I said.
Maybe it was getting easier to love my own body. Hey, it's about damn time. Im stuck with it, right? "Damn, I look good in this." I said smiling.
Morgan nodded her head and went to her room to get dressed.
Time skip
We got to the place and we walked inside.
We sat down at the bar and ordered a couple of drinks. We paid for the drinks and took a sip.
I got up and decided to sing a song. (Song above)
Flipping through all these Magazines Telling me who I'm supposed to be Way to good at camouflage Can't see what I am just see what I'm not. I'm guilt about everything that I eat Feeling myself is a felony Jedi level sabotage Voices in my head make up my entourage.
Cause I'm a blackbelt when I'm beating up on myself But I'm an expert at giving love to somebody else I, I, me myself and I don't see eye to eye Me, myself and I
Why do I compare myself to everyone Always got my finger on the self destruct I wonder when I love me is enough I wonder when I love me is enough Why am I always looking for a ride or die? Cause mines the only heart I'm gonna have for life After all the times I went and fucked it up I wonder when I love me is enough
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I wonder when I love me is enough I wonder when I love me is enough
Haters that live on the internet Livin in my head, should be paying rent I'm way to good at listening All these comments fucking up my energy
Cause I'm a blackbelt when I'm beating up on myself But I'm an expert at giving love to somebody else I, I, me myself and I don't see eye to eye
Why do I compare myself to everyone Always got my finger on the self destruct I wonder when I love me is enough I wonder when I love me is enough Why am I always looking for a ride or die? Cause mines the only heart I'm gonna have for life After all the times I went and fucked it up I wonder when I love me is enough
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I wonder when I love me is enough I wonder when I love me is enough
I'm my own worst critic Talk a whole lotta shit But I'm a ten out of ten Even when I forget it I, I, I, I (I'm a ten out of ten don't you ever forget it) I'm my own worst critic Talk a whole lotta shit But I'm a ten out of ten Even when I forget it I, I, I, I (I'm a ten out of ten don't you ever forget it)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I wonder when I love me is enough I wonder when I love me is enough
I finished the song and everyone clapped. I smiled and walked off the stage, walking back over to Morgan.
I took a sip of my drink and smiled, "Tonight was great, we should do this more often." I said smiling. "Yeah, I agree." Morgan said
