Safe Haven Yandere

Chapter 6

3:20 A.M.
Hoseoks POV
The ear shattering music was muffled out as i downed my twelfths shot. I was still crying, not caring who saw me like this, I couldn't believe what I did. I hurt her. I hurt the love of my life just because I was pissed off at someone else touching her. She was just trying to help me stay out of trouble and yet here I am screaming in her face, putting my hands on her, and making her fear me.

I hit the countertop with everything I had, making the drinks clink and spill and the hard blow, catching everyone's attention around me, but I didn't care. Y/n. She shouldn't feel fear from me, she should feel love and secure.

I downed another shot before feeling small slender fingers caress my back up to my shoulder. I snap my head back and look at the person putting their filthy hands on me. It was woman. She had her heart in loose long curls, a face full of makeup that was slightly smudged from all the sweat she picked up from this hot room, she was wearing short shorts that I'm sure if she bent over in her ass would literally be out on display for everyone to see, some six inch heels that could make it eat it if she stepped wrong in, and than a mesh halter top that covered her, I'm pretty sure, DD size breast.

She leaned in close to talk into ear so I could hear her over the loud music. "Hey handsome, you look like you could use some company." Her breath reeked of alcohol but I'm sure mine did too. I rolled my eyes and turned away from her, not interested in any woman but mine.

This woman must've not understood my rejection because she soon wrapped her arms around my neck from behind and I could feel her sweaty body firmly pressed against mine. "Come on, don't be like that. I know you need a woman right now to help brighten up your mood." "No thanks lady." I said pulling her arms away. She forced to face towards her in this stood doing charting and sat on my lap, she slightly grinded on me to make sure her pussy was on my crotch perfectly. I groaned at the feeling and cursed myself for the way my body reacted to her stupid gesture.

She must've heard me because she continued to move her hips against mine. I tried to grip her hips and stop her but the alcohol was kicking in and I was more focused on keeping myself from ending up on the floor. She soon gripped my shirt collar and pulled me into a heated kiss. Everyone around us were cheering us on and to be honest it was a turn on but not the one I wanted, at least not with this girl. She pulled away and began kissing my neck, licking and biting every now and than. At this point I had a full on hardcore boner and I couldn't contain myself anymore. I stood up with the girl in my arms and placed her in the chair I was just in. Not caring, I ripped her jean booty shorts down the center to expose her black lace thong, I undid my belt and pants, pulling them down enough to let my cock spring out. I slide her panties to the side and forced myself inside her. She screamed from the sudden force and stretch, gripping onto my shoulders for support. I began thrusting into her, not give her time to adjust, I let out all of my frustration and anger into my thrust. I didn't care if I was hurting her or not, but she seemed to be enjoying it. She began kissing and biting my collarbone while I fucked her mercilessly. I ignored all the cheers and whistles being thrown at us, I just focused on getting my high from this girl. Honestly it was taking quite a while, I'm sure with y/n it would've been so much better and faster, that I would have to stop in between thrust to calm down a little.

It suddenly clicked. What the hell am I doing? I'm with y/n. I want only y/n. I love only y/n. And yet here I am fucking some bitch in a club not caring whose watching us right now. I pulled out of her and tucked myself back into pants not caring if I got my high or not. I ran for the exit while hearing the girl that I was just fucking yell from behind me, but I ignored her. I just wanted to get out of here, I wanted to run home, to run to y/n and hold her close to me. I wanted to wash off the touch of this bitch and replace it with the love of life. And that's exactly what I planned to do.
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At home~
Sobering up a bit, I quietly walk into the front door and shut it. It was quiet, she must've gone to bed. I noticed that the glass from earlier was cleaned up but mirror was still hanging up. I examined it seeing how only a corner and some sides still had fragments of the mirror. I groaning in irritation with myself I shrugged off my jacket and went upstairs to our shared bedroom.

I knocked lightly before entering and saw my beautiful girlfriend sleeping peacefully, she was cuddling one of my pillows and the it just made me smile knowing that with me not by her side she missed me. I walked up to the bed silently and slightly hovered over her trying not wake her up. I brushed her warm cheek with my fingers before placing a light kiss on it.

Seeing her sleeping so peacefully I decided to just leave her alone and to take a cold shower to cool off and wash off that sluts juices off of me.
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I couldn't help but to think of what happened earlier, I really fucked another girl. I cheated on y/n. What was I suppose to do? I can't tell her. I want to be honest with her, I really do, but the thought of her leaving me scared me more than anything. I'll just have to hide the truth from her. But what if she finds out? It'll make everything worse. Damn it, I really fucked up and now I don't know what to do.
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After spending almost an hour in the shower I finally came out and put something warm on since I only used cold water. I slipped under the sheets and pulled the pillow carefully out of y/n's hold and pulled her close to me. She mumbled a little stirring in her sleep ready to wake up. "Shh, my love, it's just me go back to sleep." I whispered to her while I tangled my fingers into her hair to massage the back of her head to help relax her. When I was sure she fell back asleep I admired her beautiful face. I ran my thumb over her bottom lip.

I stopped when she stirred again but didn't wake up. I kissed the top of her head and pulled her into my chest. I inhaled her sweet scent and fell asleep shortly after, with the thought of what the future holds for me after what I did tonight in the back of my head.