My Baby's Father is a Superstar (NOT EDITED)

CHAPTER TWO

CHAPTER FIVE💐

Pabagsak akong naupo sa couch na nasa sala ng apartment na tinutuluyan namin ng anak ko. Almost seven years na din kami dito ni JC, mula nung dumating kami dito sa Pinas at ibinagbuntis ang anak ko at ipinanganak.

"Momma, are you tired?"

Napalingon ako sa anak ko na tumabi na pala saken ng upo sa couch.

"I'm not honey, why? You need anything?"

"Momma, kelan ulit dadalaw sina halmeoni?"

My son is pertaining to my mom. I can't help but to smile when I remember her, she is the best mom and parent I could ever had, along with my dad. They accepted me and my son even I made a mistake and almost put them on shame. They are the best parents for forgiving me and loving me and my son very much.

"Maybe they will pay us a visit on your birthday. Two months from now and it's already your birthday."

"I miss halmeoni so much momma."

"Eh? What about your harabeoji? You didn't miss him?"

"I do momma, but I do misses halmeoni more. She loves spoiling me and buying me many toys. I'm afraid of harabeoji because he is scolding me everytime he sees me"

I smiled at my son's words. My father is really a strict and protective man.

"Don't be afraid of harabeoji. He loves you and he just wants you to be safe and healthy."

"I know momma, I love him too but I love halmeoni more."

"Eh? What about me?"

"Syempre love din po. Ikaw po pinaka-love ko sa lahat."

JC moves to hug me and gives me kisses.

"I love you too baby. Very much."

I hug him really tight. He is the most amazing thing I got from God. I made mistakes but I'm lucky to get him in return. He is my strength and I'll do everything to keep him safe. Everything.

"But momma, can I ask you some questions?"

Bumitiw sya sa pagkakayakap at humarap sa akin.

"Bakit wala akong daddy? Bakit yung mga playmates ko meron. Ikaw meron din. Bat ako wala?"

My world literally stops when I heard his questions. So innocent, but I can't answer it. I-i don't have the strength to answer it.

"Bakit wala akong daddy momma? Bad po ba ako kasi ayaw ni daddy sa'ken?"

"No baby, it's not like that. Your daddy loves you, I'm sure of that. Pero hindi mo kasi makakasama ang daddy mo kasi may bad na mangyayari."

"Pero diba po sabi mo na kapag love mo, you are going to do everything para makasama sya?"

I can't almost breath with his questions. Masyado syang madaming tanong. He is so smart on his age. And the worst thing is, I can't answer him.

"Listen baby, your daddy loves you so much. It's just that may mga bagay na hindi natin pwedeng gawin kasi may masasaktan. Someday you will understand but not now baby. Wag muna ngayon."

I can see how sad he is because of what I said. Ayoko munang sabihin sa kanya na ako ang naglayo sa kanya sa daddy nya. Na ako ang dahilan kung bakit hindi sila magkasama ngayon. Na kasalanan ko kung bakit hindi sila magkakilala. I can't afford to see him getting mad at me.

"Bakit ba gustong-gusto mong makilala ang daddy mo. Hindi pa ba ako sapat sayo?"

It's supposed to be a joke. But I saw how my son's reaction changes.