The sight of Love (LOVE SERIES #1)

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Months passed like a blur, sa mga panahong lumipas mas napalapit ang loob ko kay Jael. I think we're trying to build a relationship that is more than friends. Sa loob ng apat na buwan na magkasama kami ni Jael, nakita ko kung paano siya naging sincere sa mga kilos at kung ano man ang gusto niyang iparating sakin.

"Kaelen, let's go?"

Nandito kami ngayon sa room ng A1 students at katatapos lang ng orientation sa dadating na foundation day ng school, Kailangan na naming mag-isip ng concept sa mangyayaring Field demonstration pero meron naman si Mr. Dan na tutulong sa paggawa ng music at ng sayaw na naming. we we're champions last year in the field demo, for the pride of our batch gusto naming manalo ulit.

"sure" 

ng makalabas na ako sa room ay kinuha niya ang ibang gamit ko at bumaba na kami. we went to the parking lot at sumakay na sa kotse niya.

"gusto mo bang pumunta somewhere before going home?" 

I smiled at him and said no.

"malayo pa uuwian mo tapos ihahatid mo pa ako sa Bahay"

"it's Okay, kung may gusto ka eh bilhin natin pero--- pwede namang ako nalang gustuhin mo para mas madali diba?" he said while glancing at me.

I look at him while smiling and raising my brows.

"Dika sure?" I joked and laughed

"Sure na ako sayo no" sambit nito at ngumiti ng napakalawak.

I smiled at him and he smiled back. Hindi sa ayaw ko kay Jael, takot lang ako. takot ako na baka mangyari ulit yung nangyari kay Alvaro. Nagpakita siya ng mga motibo pero sa huli hindi niya pinaglaban kung ano man meron kami. I felt the love and kung paano na rin siya napamahal sa barkada.

"I'm sorry did, I make you feel uncomfortable?" he said, the worriedness is visible in his eyes.

I look at him while driving.

"are you sure you like me?" I asked out of nowhere

tumingin siya saakin habang nakakunot ang kanyang noo. tumingin ako sa harap at bumuntong hininga. I'm just making sure that I won't go through the same situation I was before maybe I will offend him by asking but can I be sure for myself for this once

"You can't blame me, Jael. katatapos lang akong paglaruan ng isang tao."

"Are you having doubts?"

I didn't answer and just scrolled on my phone, the whole ride was quiet after that conversation with him, we stopped in front of our house when I notice that all lights were closed. hindi naman ganito sa Bahay ah. bumaba na ako sa sasakyan na puno parin ng pagtataka, sumunod saakin si Jael. I push the gate, and it was open!

"Bukas" 

tahimik kaming pumasok sa Bahay ng biglang may mag-strum! I look at Jael at my back who was now holding a guitar! I look at him with questions in my mind.

he strummed one more time and the lights open, someone pulled me from my back to seat on a couch.

I saw Kaarina playing the piano while sabrine is also holding the guitar. Jael passed the other Guitar to Adel and they sync together. my other friends where at the back smiling and clapping to the beat! nasa likod ko si Mommy na parang tuwang tuwa at si Daddy at Kuya na seryoso lang.

Fallin' out, fallin' in

Nothing's sure in this world no, no

Breakin' out, breakin' in

Never knowin' what lies ahead

We can really never tell it all no, no, no

He started singing while looking at me, kinanta niya na parang may gusto siyang iparating saakin na makakapagsabi ng nararamdaman niya.