The sight of Love (LOVE SERIES #1)

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Getting the certificates and seeing my batch mates getting their medal because of hard work made me happy, It may seem dramatic but they will leave soon. This may be the last, why not make it perfect.

Malapit na completion namin at ang kulang nalang ay practices, Grade 10 was not all about having my heart aches. it was about me being alone, trying myself not to be too clingy, sensitive and dependent. It changed me to become the best version of myself, and being alone is the solution, it changed the Kaelen that they knew.

I mean, its not bad when your alone. Being alone is like treating your self to a safe zone, I may be alone or with friends, I'm still happy.

Pagkatapos ng awarding ceremony ay nagpicture taking na kami per batch, kaya naman sobrang saya namin ng magpicture ang ang batch namin at ang Grade 12.

Tapos na kami magpicture ng mga Kaibigan ko kaya naman hinihintay ko nalang si Alvaro matapos magpicture kasama ang mga Kaibigan niya.

I was busy scrolling in my phone when I felt a tight hug, I smiled and glance his face.

"Wanna Celebrate?"

I nodded and faced him with a smile, hinila niya ang kamay ko papuntang parking lot at binuksan ang door ng passengers seat, I look at him jokingly and went inside. pagpasok palang niya sa loob ay hinawakan na niya ang kamay ko at hinalikan ito.

"korni mo" I joked

ang kanyang mga ngiti ay nagbago at tinignan ako ng masama, binitawan niya ang aking kamay at inis-start ang kotse, nagiging clingy na siya ah. linapit ko ang sarili ko sakanya at hinalikan sa pisngi, sinilip ko ang kanyang mukha at nakita kong nagpipigil ito ng ngiti.

"clingy mo na noh?"

"atleast sayo lang"

hindi kami matahimik sa loob ng sasakyan dahil na rin sa ayaw niyang bitawan ang kamay ko habang nagdrdrive siya, pati sa pag baba ko sa sasakyan ay gusto niyang siya ang magbukas ng pinto.

"Jollibee?" I askeed, smiling unsure.

"yeah, I just want it there"

ngumiti nalang ako sakanya at hinawakan ang kanyang kamay, habang naglalakad ay nakita ako ng isang churh.

"Church tayo, Babe!" I said and crossed the road

rinig ko pa ang kanyang pagsuway sakin dahil sa bigla kong pagtawid, kumaway ako sakanya kaya tumawid na rin siya. kunot ang kanyang noo at pawis na pawis, kinuha ko ang panyo ko at linapitan siya.

"Don't do that again!" he said, worried. I just nodded and continued wiping his sweats.

pagpasok namin sa simbahan ay may seremonyas na nagaganap, tumingin ako sa Altar at nakitang may kasal. umupo ako sa pinakalikod na upuan at pinanood ang kasal, naramdaman kong umupo si Alvaro sa Tabi ko kaya naman napatingin ako sakanya.

"soon, huh?" he said and leaned his head at my shoulder

tinignan ko siya at saka napangiti "Maybe"

nawalan ng bigat ang aking balikat kaya naman napatingin ako sakanya, "Don't worry, I'll stay"

he smiled and held my hand tight, "I'll stay no matter how strong and calm our storm maybe"

I smiled and leaned my head in his shoulder, we started praying and when we were done we went to Jollibee. dahil na rin sa gabi na ay wala ng masyadong tao sa loob, nauna kaming naghanap ng upuan at umupo doon.

"I'll order, what do you want?"

"Large fries, Jolli Hotdog, Burger steak with shanghai and Large pineapple"

napangiwi siya sa aking sagot kaya napangiti nalang ako ng malaki, I giggled when I saw his reaction.

"hindi ka ba kumain kaninang tanghali?"

"I did" I said and pouted, he pinch my cheeks and went to the counter.

lumipas ang ilang minuto at waiter lang ang naglagay ng pagkain sa table namin, napakunot ang aking noo at naghintay pa ng ilang minuto, ng mainip na ako ay tinawagan ko na ang cellphone niya.

Nakailang ring na ito pero wala paring sagot, Inis akong tumayo at tumingin sa glass door ng Jollibee ng makita ko itong nakangiti saakin.

Tinaasan ko lang siya ng kilay at hinintay na pumasok, nakita ko pa kung paano niya ako tinawanan.

Aba, may gana pa siyang tumawa habang ang tagal kong maghintay dito. Ng makalapit siya saakin ay hindi niya parin maitago ang kanyang ngiti dahil na rin sa inis ay napaupo nalang ako at napagdesisyon ng kumain, pero bago ko pa masimulan ay bigla nalang nagpalit ang kanta sa "A Thousand years."

Ipinagsawalang bahala ko na lang iyon at kumain na, pero nakasubo na ako ng isa't at naka inom narin ng maramdaman kong hindi pa rin siya umuupo.

Tiningala ko siya at nagulat nalang ako ng makita siyang may hawak na rosas at nakangiti saakin, I didn't know what to do so I just look around and saw the crews looking at us smiling and singing along.

"Can I have this dance, baby?"

I didn't know what to do so I just reach his hand, He pulled me up with smile in his face.

"Dito talaga?"

"What's wrong with that? I can dance anywhere as long as your my partner"

I wrapped my arms around his neck and we started dancing together, I was hugging him while we're dancing.

"Kinikilig ka?"

I just nodded and we continued swaying, It was not the type of dance I imagine it would be but It was the best knowing your doing it with the one you love.

"Baby, I love you"

"I love you"

I felt his kiss in my shoulders and felt my shoulders being wet. hinawakan ko ang ulo niya at nakitang umiiyak ito, I smiled sadly and wipe his tears.

"What's wrong?" I asked, worried

"I regret hurting you for the past months, I wish I was better"

"Baby you were, and you being with me now gives so much meaning in my life. it made me realize alot. It may seem fast, but I think my feelings never faded it was just block by my affection of Jael"

naging sobra na ata moment namin at muntikan na kaming sinarahan ng mga crew, take out nalang namin yung mga pagkain. I was seated in the floor of his car while my table was the seat, he was always glancing at me kaya sinusubuan ko siya.

"your that gutom?"

napangiwi ako sa kanyang sinabi kaya naman agad kong linunok ang aking kinakain at tumawa, "your conyo?"

he twitch his lips and started laughing, I laugh with him and fix myself. hinarap ko ang sarii ko sakanya at sumandal sa upuan, ginawa kong unan ang aking kamay habang tinitignan siya.

"I'm happy you're here now"