[C] Stockholm + San ATEEZ

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"Why did you hide me from Yunho? You once said that he will kill me."

San menaikkan keningnya.

"Oh? Is that what you were wondering? You full of questions today. Is it your logic sense starts to kick in? I expect questions like this the day when I drugged you." San menyilangkan tangannya di atas kaunter island itu.

"and that was weeks ago. I guess you enjoyed staying here with your kidnapper huh?"

Hwari mengambil sesudu nasi dan menyuapkan kedalam mulutnya, dia tak pandang San yang tengah melihatnya makan.

"I suppose I can tell you. Aku dengan Yunho...  adik beradik. But Yunho is adopted to my family. I know his personality too well since the day he got in. Yunho tu jenis yang tak boleh dijangka, dulu dia pernah bunuh kucing aku. Sebab kucing tu kencing dekat kasut aku, as much I hate that cat piss on my shoes, I would never kill the cat. We both share the same value but never the mentality." Kata San, mukanya nertukar muram. Hwari mula melihat San sambil makan.

"Why?" Hwari bersuara.

Pertanyaan Hwari boleh menjadi kenapa kepada semuanya yang San baru katakan, cuma Hwari lebih berminat nak tahu kenapa San tidak mahu membunuh kucing itu. Sedangkan San adalah pemangsa dalam kalangan manusia biasa lain yang hanyalah mangsa.

"Hmm? We both psychopath. But I'm better than him. He loves me more than everything else. I don't feel the same but I can't let him do unexpected shit." Mata San bertukar, dia memandang kaunter itu seperti hendak membakarnya. Walaupun akunter tu kaunter kuarza jadi San tak boleh nak bakar actually.

"I see..." Hwari menggigit chopstick besi itu. Kecewa dengan jawapan San, namun jawapan tersebut mengesahkan beberapa persoalan.

"Cukup tentang Yunho. I want to know about you." Kata San. Dia memandang Hwari.

"Huh? Me? Nothing out of the ordinary." Jawab Hwari bersahaja. Sejak tinggal dengan San dan San yang melayan dia dengan baik membuatkan Hwari mudah *sedikit* membiasakan diri. Namun tu tak mengetepikan fakta yang Hwari hampir mati, tinggal dengan penculiknya dan boleh rasakan ajal mendekati setiap hari.

"Heh, is it? You're a fucking masochist. How is that ordinary. I didn't expect someone who is so honest and kind like you would enjoy pain. So tell me-" San merentap tangan Hwari dan menunjukkannya untuk perhatian mereka berdua.

"Tell me why is there no scars or some scratch on your body? Its odd, your whole body is clean without scars, well that was before I cut you." San menurunkan tangan Hwari selepas meneliti.

Hwari memegang tangannya, matanya melihat ke bawah, melilau seperti ingin memcari perkataan untuk cakap.

"I-I never try to cut myself. I'm too scared to do it."

San smirk.

"No worries, that's one thing that we can do during your stay here." San lap bibir Hwari dengan jarinya sambil berkata dengan nada yang manis.