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"OVERTHINKING CAN
FUCK YOU UP."
━━ juliette scott
august twenty seventh. ━━
i sat comfortably on my new bed, sitting with my legs over eachother. i was alone. no sound and no one else except me and my thoughts.
whenever i'm not busy, i tend to have my thoughts catch up with me. they invade my brain before i can say anything to stop.
i advert my gaze to the attached bathroom and got up, walking toward it, closing the door and seeing the giant mirror in front of me.
when my eating disorder started, it didn't happen because i wanted it to, it happened because of how much i was getting bullied.
i'm getting better, and i know that. but sometimes the thoughts can sneak up to you when you least expect it to.
i turn sideways, and lift up my shirt to expose my stomach.
you look bloated.
"no i don't."
why do you try?
"go away."
fat.
"i'm not fat."
look at your body.
i slowly grabbed my skin on my side, suddenly feeling ashamed. this used to happen often, but would does it happen now?
you're insecure, aren't you?
"go away." i begged.
you've been bullied you're entire life. what if they bully you here?
"it's a new place."
and new people.
i tear up, gulping the saliva that was built up in my mouth. the lump in my throat progressively getting bigger.
remember hannah?
"she had a lot going on."
she made fun of you.
"we were eleven."
she was skinny.
"yes, she was."
and what are you?
fucking beautiful.
"juliette, come downstairs!"
━━
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