The Druggie on campus ~ Jungkook ff

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Warning : This may be triggering.  Please proceed with caution.

-2 Weeks ago-
Jungkook POV

Getting out of the car, I  quietly walk behind Twinkletoes to Literature class. Stepping inside , I take my seat right behind her .

The professor is already here giving his lecture on God knows what. I wasn't listening to him.

No I had my eyes on Twinkletoes here.

The whole lecture,  I watched her take notes. Help out the people who were sat next to her. I watched her as she answered every question correctly.
Not being able to look at anything else, that's how mesmerizing she was. Every thing about Twinkletoes drew me in.

and that's how the whole day went . Ditching every class I had,  just to have my eyes on Twinkletoes. 
I watched her every move. How she laughed at the dumb mistakes the Professors would make, damn that laugh of hers was just as memorizing as she was . I watched how she would bite her pencil while trying to concentrate.
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By the end of the day , I felt weird .
This strange sensation settling in the pit of my stomach.
'What in Fucks name is going on'
Whatever it was I didn't like it. That weird swooshy feeling in my stomach didn't rest well with me. It had to go away.

Staying in my spot for a few more minutes watching Twinkletoes walk out of campus, observing her body movements for a little while longer . Once she was no longer within my eye line I turned around and got into my car and drove off.
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Once I got home. I parked my car in the driveway , fished for my keys inside my pocket and opened the door then I headed straight for my room.
Sitting on my bed, staring at the ceiling for what felt like hours. Then my mind some how made it's way to Twinkletoes.
I smiled at the thought of her, everything about her was so different from everyone one. She was an open book but she had secrets too. She has a smile so bright that you cant help but smile too , yet her eyes ...they were so dull, empty, mysterious and so broken.

I suddenly stood up.
My eyes widening.

There it was again. That feeling in the pit of my stomach, the feeling that made me feel like I was on a roller coaster about to go down a 30 feet drop.
'What the fuck was that '
Not liking it the first time, I definitely didn't like it the second time.

Walking out of my room I went to the kitchen. Grabbing a glass  of water, drinking it immediately.
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Walking back to my room, I saw the jacket I bought.
My mind went back to Twinkletoes again. Remembering how she has a red one that matches this one.

And Fuck here it comes again.
Twinkletoes....she's the reason why this is happening to me.
'Fuck! I dont like this'

Not wanting to feel like this anymore I grab my phone, immediately calling my dealer.

'I need a distraction'
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It was way past midnight , I was waiting in a secluded alley for my dealer to get here.
With my hoodie pulled up to cover up my face  to stay hidden , I made sure to have my head as low as possible.

Checking the time again , it was 1:40 in the morning.  My dealer told me an hour ago that he'd be here soon.
Impatient,  I started to figet and jump around , my palms getting sweaty and my body getting antsy.
I needed those drugs.

After what felt like forever,  my dealer got here . Handing him the cash, I took the 5 mini bags of cocaine from him and made my way back home.
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Getting back into my room, thanking God I lived alone . I switch on the lights of my lamp and took the bags out opening up two of them and pouring it all over my bed side table.
Taking off my hoodie and my shirt , I take my wallet out of my pocket and fished out my credit card.