Hate or Love

Part 5

I continued my walk

In a while I saw Siddhant planting some plants in a side...

Few more were helping him on that work...

'Good job Siddhant as always...' i hear someone appreciated him while continuing his walk...

'Siddhant we completed planting this side and i think next week we can start the other side...' one of his friend told him...

'Yes we can.. Now after 2 months we finally finished this side.. Like wise in next two months we need to complete other side too... I wish in few more months.. this garden should have enough plants...' Siddhant said...

I can feel the sincerity on his voice when telling the same...

It seems he is doing this planting thing regularly on weekends... I got a smile on my face... He is not bad as i think...

That is when he got up from where he was planting and turned towards were i was standing like a mad looking at what he was doing...

As soon as he looked at me.. i can see his face expressions changed... It went back to that weird look he used to give me always...

COme on man... what makes you to give me such weird look.. Atleast tell me the reason...

I felt like shouting at him...

But i cant do that with so many people around us in that place... 

I wonder how i was madly looking at him all these time as if he got two heads...

He was just planting right.. i too did that way back at Mumbai on my holidays...

I mentally scold myself and continued my walk from there leaving him with his own weird look...

It not even went few minutes thinking good about him and here he came back to his own...

I really wonder which one of Siddhant is real... The good one which he is showing to others or the bad one which he is showing only towards me...

He cant be fake with everyone right... He cant fool everyone around...

Then it should be like he is good basically like he is with everyone...

If it is so then why he is behaving like that with me...

What i have done to him???  Its not even like we faced some fighting between us and then he started doing that...

He is like that only since i came to this apartment...

I am really fed up with this confusion about this person whom i am encountering often being neighbor...

I better ask him directly and sort this out...

But i did once i believe and got no reply from him when i fall and he was nice for a moment...

Oh God.. this man is going to turn me mad...

Its all my fault.. why i am thinking about him when crores are people are there in this world...