Harry Styles Imagines

I'd Bring You Back A Star

~Harry's POV~

I gaze outside , watching the cars roll by on the soaking wet street as it pours. My eyes then fall to the blank page in front of me, and I let out an unstable sigh.

* Dear Y/N,

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I left you, and I'm sorry we even fought in the first place. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me, it's my deepest regret so far. I'm sorry that I had to be the idiot that left you all alone in this disgusting world.

Y/N, I promised one day that I'd bring you back a star. I couldn't catch one, though. It burned a whole in my hand when I decided to try. I now see that I'm nowhere near good enough to catch a star in my hand, especially a star such as you, Y/N. Now, I find myself to be the biggest idiot on the face on the planet to think that I would be able to hold you, for you are the brightest, most beautiful star there ever has been, and ever will be. I don't deserve a second chance, much less forgiveness. And as a pitiful attempt to make your heart stop hurting, I bought you a star. It's the one that we used to look at every night in your backyard, while cuddling on the hammock.

I hope that this letter will stop you from hating me, and even that is asking too much. I was so stupid to let you go, Y/N. I let those paparazzi camera flashes blind me, and now that my vision is returning to normal, you are nowhere to be found. I'm searching every lonely place, calling out your name but I don't know where to find you. Where do broken hearts go? I wish I knew, because I'd run faster than what is humanly possible to find you and hold you in my arms again, telling you how much I am still in unconditional love with you.

You know I have loved you since we were 18, long before we both even thought the same thing- to be loved and to be in love. Now all I can do is tell you that my arms are here for you, wide open, desperate to have you wrapped up safely in them. Our love was something that was once in a lifetime, it was fireproof, it really was. It still is to me. I will never stop loving you. The feeling I get in my heart whenever I look at you will never go away.

I wish I could ask you not to let me go, but I'm not that selfish. Not anymore, at least. I am finally doing what's right for you. Just know that you are always on my mind. The boys tell me I sound like a broken record. All I talk about is you, over and over and over again. I miss you, Y/N.

As long as you and I have these spaces between us, I will forever hold this emptiness of not being by your side. I've got no control over my emotions for you. Without you I will forever be this broken record, this broken man.

Yours truly, madly, and deeply,

Harry. *

I read it repeatedly, tears brimming. She is the love of my life. She owns my heart, but somehow I had the lack of brains to destroy hers. I pray I will get her back. Actually, just to see her again would be enough. I can only wonder, I can only picture a world where Y/N and I are together again, happy like we once were.

I know what I want.

But what will she do once she gets this letter?.....

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PART 2 COMING SOON