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"eric! stop freaking out!"

"but i k-kissed him. multiple times! i freaking kissed him, changmin! i—"

"youngjae! shut up already..please?" chanhee says.

youngjae closes his mouth.

"sorry."

"anyways, just calm down. i'm sure you like him."

"but i don't like boys changmin."

"you obviously do eric. you can't avoid juyeon forever."

"maybe i can. should i go back to los angeles?"

"no! that's a terrible idea. what are you thinking?" chan says and hits the back of eric's head.

"aish, that hurts ya know?"

"that's the point."

"you don't have to hit him chanhee."

chanhee looks at me and glares.

"please. we're supposed to be helping."

"fineee~."

"good."

"anyways, you need to stop avoiding juyeon. you guys are friends."

"i know but it'll just be awkward."

"haha, i remember how awkward changmin was when we first started dating. it was soooo cute," chanhee giggles and pokes my side.

"channn~!"

youngjae laughs.

"shut up eric, at least i'm not confused on if i like girls or boys!"

"i-"

youngjae looked down and got up leaving.

"youngjae, you know i didn't mean that."

"it doesn't matter if you meant it or not, you're right. it's my fault not juyeon's. i'll figure it out on my own, okay? thanks anyways."

youngjae walks off.

"i'm so stupid."

"don't beat yourself up over it minnie. you didn't mean it and youngjae could never hate you."

"i know."

i sit down next to chanhee and put my head on his shoulder as he has his arm around my waist.

"i'll always love you, no matter what."

"me too chanhee."

— 17:52pm ; 05-27-20