letters; sunhak

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"juyeon, it's okay. you don't have to cry."

"you guys were right. i always do this."

"juyeon y-"

"no haknyeon. it's my fault, not yours or anyone elses. you all told me and i never listen."

"don't be so upset haknyeon. sunwoo told me that changmin and chanhee were trying to help eric with his feelings."

"his feelings about a girl! something i'm not!"

"actually, changmin offended him, chanhee told me. he doesn't know if he likes girls or boys," sunwoo says.

"r-really?" juyeon says and lifts his head in the process.

"i'm sure of it. you just have to give him time, okay?"

juyeon nods and wipes his eyes.

"but i already told him that yesterday didn't mean anything to me and he said they were mistakes," juyeon pouts and sniffs.

"what happened yesterday?" i ask.

juyeon just whimpers into his arms.

"they kissed. multiple times as eric put it," sunwoo whispered.

"oh."

"then just do what you told jacob."

"what'd he tell jacob?"

"i'm unsure. jacob never told me."

"what'd you tell jacob, juyeon?"

"n-nothing! it doesn't matter. i'm not gonna do it anyways."

"oh."

"anyways, you still have a chance juyeon. just be yourself and maybe you can change his mind."

"that's a big maybe."

"as of right now, no. youngjae is obviously freaking out over your few kisses. maybe if you do it more, he'll want you?"

"that sounds illogical."

"it is but maybe it'll work."

"juyeon has charm and he is athletic. that's perfect for youngjae."

"woah," i say while putting my hand on my chest.

"what?"

"i almost caught jealousy."

"jealousyyyyyyy~!"

"we're not singing monsta x right now."

"i'd rather do that then have these feelings for eric."

"welp, too bad!"

"nyeonnie!"

"sorry."

"it's fine, i don't think i could get hurt anymore than i am now."

"let's hope so."

"wait...sunwoo-ah..isn't that youngjae?"

juyeon looks over to where i was pointing as well as sunwoo.

and sure enough, there youngjae was..talking to a girl.

— 18:41pm ; 05-27-20