letters; sunhak

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another day went by and i haven't seen or spoken to juyeon.

and if i did see him, he'd be smiling and happy with his friends. it made my stomach boil.

i wanted to make him feel happy and make him laugh. i wanted that.

"you're spacing out again and you haven't told us anything."

"i don't want to. just leave me alone, i'm trying to think," i tell them.

maybe there's a slight chance that i do like juyeon.

he did say he feels the same way i'm feeling. and if he likes me, i must like him too.

i desperately needed to find and talk to him.

i stand up and my friends look at me.

"where are you going? we took time away from our boyfriends so we could help you," hyunjoon says.

i walk away from them and scan around the lunch room. juyeon isn't here.

i left the room filled with high schoolers and went towards the nearest bathroom to see if he was there and he wasn't.

i then run to look outside and he wasn't there either.

i turn around and run my way to the library.

please be in here. please be in here.

i walked in to see juyeon and his two friends.

i walked over quickly.

"hyung, i figured it out."

— 20:12pm ; 06-07-20