letters; sunhak

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i don't know why i kiss him.

his lips are just so kissable and he looks so precious.

wait. what am i even saying?

i shake my head to get rid of the thoughts.

i really hope juyeon makes time to see me later.

i really want to see him.

i havent got to see him often.

sometimes i wonder if it's on purpose but juyeon is too nice to ever do that.

right?

i sat in my classes and kept checking my phone to see if juyeon ever texted me and he hasn't yet.

it's been three class periods already and it's almost lunch time.

maybe i'd see him there.

if not, i'd look for him everywhere.

i'm not sure why i'm so determined to see the older, but i am and i don't mind it.

i read his note over 50 times already and i can't help but feel my stomach turn.

maybe it's because of how sweet he's being. i can't like him.

right?

no, thats not it. i'm feeling butterflies because of how nice he is.

yes. see, that makes more sense.

- 23:39pm ; 06-06-20