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"hey, juyeon-hyung."

"are you okay? you've been acting weird since i left your house yesterday."

"y-yeah. i'm fine."

"okay, just making sure."

"did you feel anything..?"

"about what?"

"after we kissed the other night."

"shhh!"

juyeon grabs my hand and takes me with him.

"my friends don't know that yet and i don't want them to. they meant nothing, okay? so stop bringing them up."

i gulped.

"y-you're right. they were nothing, just mistakes."

"good. now that we're on the same page, i just wanted to tell you that i have basketball practice today."

"oh. well okay."

"yeah. um, bye youngie, have a nice day!" juyeon smiles and goes back to the cafeteria.

did they really mean nothing to him?

did they really mean anything to me?

maybe..

maybe i felt something i shouldn't have.

but that's not wrong....

is it?

— 18:14pm ; 05-27-20