13:Breakdown

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I held my mouth with my hands to let out a scream .

Everything  blurred out.

I lost  her.
I lost nahae.
My little  baby.
She went away.
I was careless .
I was irresponsible .

She was my only responsibility  and I couldn't  keep her for a few years.

It was my fault . I should've ran faster and catched   her.

I should've  seen her run in the road in the first  place.
Because  of me....
It was all because  of me.

I felt tears constantly  running  down .
My hands started trembling , my phone fell .

My legs gave up.
I fell.
My heart got torn into pieces  and the pieces  fell.
My mind fell.
ALL I COULD SEE WAS HER LYING IN THAT BED PEACEFULLY . SO PEACEFULLY  THAT SHE'D  NEVER COME BACK.

I fell into the chair behind me. I still had my hand on my mouth and my tears kept falling .

I could  hear soft , deep sobs that belonged to my brother .

All the memories  came to view.

When all three of us had each other and we played ,we were happy.

Namjoon  came to me as I looked at him.
I stood up and he slammed my body to his .
I let sobs out ,and he cried in my hair.
I voiced  out ugly  sounds but I didn't  care now.

I went to her after holding  in another  fit of sobs and caressed her cheek one last time  before  coming  out.

Namjoon  walked out with others after breaking the hug and I was sitting  outside  with a pool of memories  in my head .

Moments come and go ,that's how life is.

She came and gave me precious years of my life and went .

Just the thought  of seeing  and touching  her for the last time  after  a few hours before her funeral  broke me.

Nahae  took  away a part of me with her.

All of this would be over and I would  need to get  back  to normal  but Nahae just won't be there.

It  won't be easy but I knew  I could  do  it .


Yoooooo.And HAPPY BIRTHDAY  TO OUR ANGELSSS.

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