Kaun Mujhe Yun Pyar Karega Jaise Tu Karta Hai

Consummation

After sometimes shehnaaz woke up..she saw sidharth was sitting beside him eyes closed and her hand in his..she pulls her hand and try to get up..he open his eyes

Kya kar rahi hai..leti reh aise he..uth mat..doctor ne mana kia hai..
He holds her hands and makes her lie down

Chhod mujhe..kya kar raha hai tu yahan ja udhar ja aur apni ciggrette phook jakr..
She said angrily and turn her face opposite side

Mujhe kahin nahi jana hai..mai yahin rahunga tere paas..idhar dekh..??
He said try tu turn her face towards him

Nahi dekhna mujhe na he teri koi baat sunni hai..tu mujhe apne se door karna chahta hai na to samajh le ho gayi mai..ja rahi hoon mai..ab tere saamne nahi aaungi..maa ke room me soungi aaj se..wahi hai mera room ab..tu reh yahan par aur phook ciggrette..yehi chahta hai na dekh ab kar rahi hoon..
She said while getting up..as soon as she put her feet on ground her head spins and she sits on the bed again holding her head

Kya kar rahi hai baby..mene bola na leti reh..teri tabyat thik nahi hai plz meri jaan..
He holds her in seconds and lay her down again..

Ja yahan se tu..bola na nahi sunna kuch bhi..
She said and closed her eyes..he saw her for some time and goes outside..
She opened her eyes and saw tjat he was gone..she became sad

Mene bola aur ye chala gaya..hyeee..mene to gusse me bol dya tha use lekin ye to sachi chala gaya..ab mai iske piche jaungi to lagega use ki wo jeet gaya aur phir se khud ko alag kar lega..kya karun..soch shehnaaz soch..
She said to herself..
He comes back and she closed her eyes instantly..
He sits beside her on the bed and put the tray full of food infront of him..

Uth moti..pehle kuch kha le baad me lad lena mujhse..
He said holding her hands

Nahi khana mujhe kuch bhi..kyu lekar aya hai ye..tujhe kab se meri fikr hone lagi..tujhe to dusre logon ki fikr hoti hai ja unhi ke paas ja..mai hoon kaun teri koi nahi..
She said having tears in her eyes..
He regrets his doings when he saw her in tears..but what done is done..that can't be changed but he will not do further damage..

He picks up in his arms and makes her sit on his lap..she protested but he puts his arms around her waist and pulls closer to him

Sorry..jaanta hoon galti ki mene tujhe khud se alag karne ki koshish ki..lekin mai bhi khush nahi tha meri jaan...bas bar bar wo sab dimag me ghum raha tha aur mujhe laga mai tujhe khud ke mess me drag kar raha hoon aur tujh par is ka asar padega..mai ye sab nahi chahta tha..mai nahi chahta tujhe koi target kare ya tujhe koi neechi nazar se dekhe ya ye bole ki tu kese aadmi ki biwi hai..wo bardasht nhi ho sakta mujhse islye mai dar gaya tha kuch time k lye..phir maa ne samjhaya mai kya galat kar raha hoon aur mujhe ehsas hua mene galat kia islye ab apni galti sudhaar raha hoon..plz maaf kar de..really sorry dil se..
He said holding her close to himself

Tere dimag me itna kachra kahan se aata hai..log kya sochenge wo kya kahenge usse hume kya fark padta hai..tune mujhse shadi logon ki wajah se ki thi..aur rahi baat hamari hum ek dusre ke sath hain ek dusre se pyaar karte hain to logon ki wajah se alag ho jayen..log tujhe kuch bhi samjhen mai to tujhe galat nahi samajhti..teri family to tujhe galat nahi samajhti tere friemds to tujhe galat nahi samajhte..to baaki log kya sochte hain usse hume kya..unki wajah se mujhse alag ho jayega..tu sirf itni baat yaad rakh i am proud of you..i am proud of you as a son..brother..friend..and as my husband..mai aaj bhi pyaar karti hoon tujhse aur tab bhi karungi jab mere mun me daant nahi rahenge jab mai chal nahi paungi bina stick ke...samjha..to ye apni bakwas band kar..
She said angrily but keeping her hands on his both cheeks