"Living with anxiety is like being followed by a voice. It knows all your insecurities and uses them against you. It gets to the point when it's the loudest voice in the room. The only one you can hear." -Anonymous
The First Day
She had told me her name was Yardena, I remember everything about her.
The way her skirt had twirled in the wind, the way she stumbled over her words, the way she limped when she walked
She was new, I hadn't seen her before.
I had the honor of being her first friend.
Her first confidant.
I had the honor of getting to know the real her, or at least who I thought was the real her.
I remember it like it was yesterday, the fight.
It was messy, to say the least. I had entered school late that day, I had a doctor's appointment, a flu shot I think.
She stared at me, I remember that stare, she had looked angry, I wasn't sure why.
We were attached at the hip, Yardena, and I.
"You know what you did" she had said to me.
But I didn't.
I had no idea what was causing my friend too so desperately breakaway
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I listen as the doorknob turns, creaking loudly as it is twisted. I could see her waves from here, they look magical. I watch as they sway, left to right, I can't get a good look at her face just yet. She finally enters, putting a stop to the squeaking, and looks right at me. She has green eyes, bright ones too, almost like a tree in the sunlight, the leaves being hit by the yellow rays. I feel as her eyes stare into my soul, making me feel violated as if she could see inside of me.
"I'm Anna," She says, walking towards me.
"Kelsey" I whisper
I feel something strange as she stands over me, something new.
I'm sure what it is, or why I am feeling it.
I feel my heart flutter
"Come with me" she breaks the silence
And so I do
We walk, just for a moment, stopping at her dormitory
"Wanna meet the girls?"
I don't but I couldn't say no to her, not to Anna.So I don't
"Yes," I say
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An hour had passed since our initial interaction, it had been strange.
I spent the hour contemplating, worrying about Yardena, about our friendship.
It simply had made no sense, there was no logical reason for this, at least nothing that I could remember.
We were inseparable, almost in a toxic way, so I had wondered what could have severed the seemingly flawless friendship we had, what could have been so terrible.
It dawned on me, I don't remember when, but it eventually dawned on me.
It was right in front of me, so obviously there, so pronounced.
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