do you know who you are? | harry styles

4: get to know mara

MARA POV
"i've just realised" sarah said as we got back onto the bus. "we know nothing about you"

we were one week into tour. it was so much fun. right now we were in austria!
"you know enough" i replied.
"all we know is your name and job" she stated.
"there's nothing interesting about me really"
"oh c'mon there must be!"
"honestly theres nothing. im just an average person" i hated talking about my life.
"we should have a get to know you session"
we heard the boys laughing and sighed.
"theyre such kid" she smiled then looked at me. "c'mon...anything to make them shut up"

"sooo...you like austria?" harry asked. he was really talkative to me and i had no clue why. i was only his make up artist.
"yup. better than that shit hole i call home" i said casually, sitting next to him. everyone looked at me awkwardly. SHIT.
"i meant london!" i lied.
"ohh!" we all laughed.

"ive decided that we should get to know mara more" sarah chirped, sitting next to her boyfriend.
"about time!" harry added.
"alright well...ask your questions" i shrugged.
"you're supposed to tell us about you" sarah replied.
"well...i dont have anything" i admitted. "so ask!"

"when you saw harry walk over to you at the airport what did you think?"
"at first i thought he was going to ask me to say something in another language" i admitted. everyone laughed. "then he started talking and i recognised his voice. then he said his name was harry and i was like oHhh"
"Best day of my life" Harry joked but then his cheeks went red and he went quiet.

"whats your family like?"
"just 7 people and a cat" i shrugged.
"7 people!?"
"yup. including me"
"the real question is...whats your cats name?"
"uhhh..." i trailed off. "Louie" i mumbled.
"really!?" harry exclaimed.    
"My sister and I agreed on it..."
"so are you the eldest?" naomi asks. i shook my head. "Second eldest"
"so is your house loud? yknow shouting and kids"

"it uses to be. we all grew up. it was crazy. but it was also pretty fun"
"youre so quiet though" sarah furrowed her eye brows.
"i know, people find it weird that all my siblings are loud...then there's me. but im funny so it makes up for it" i joked.

that was the most awkward ten minuets of my life and i regretted all of it but thats show biz i guess. later in the day i went to get some lemonade when harry came over.
"are you alright?" he asked. fuck.
"im good. you?" i asked, opening the fridge.
"just wanted to check in" he replied.
"well thanks" i got my drink out.
"you know uh...if you wanna talk about anything...im here" he offered.
"thanks. that's nice of you"

heck no