do you know who you are? | harry styles

33: back on tour

MARA POV
it's been over a year since i last saw harry. things were better. i was over everything and ready to be friends with him. i had spent time with friends, gone to concerts, done peoples make up...it was a vibe.

the next day i got ready into a oversized hoodie, black fishnets, black socks and black vans. i didnt bother with make up at all. i said goodbye to ella and went to get the tube.

i arrived at the airport and i immediately saw mitch and sarah. they gave me needed space for a few months then we hung out a few times. we said hi and headed inside. we found the crew in no time and all said hi. i was too caught up in greeting everyone i didnt notice harry shyly on the side.

i turned around and saw him.

the love of my life.

"hey, how are you?" i smiled, trying to hide my tears.
"im managing. you?" he replied.
"amazing" i lied.

"im glad to hear that" he gestured for a hug so i pulled him into my arms. his cologne smelled so good. then i remembered harry NEVER let go first. so i had to. i wanted the hug to last forever and i could tell he did too.

i ended up next to him on the flight but i didn't speak much. i played my music and drew away. then harry got my attention.
"so...how are you really?" he asked
"ive been good. you?" i responded.
"oh um yeah ive been good!" he gabbled.
"sorry for not saying goodbye" i said randomly.
"its okay...sorry for...cheating"
"Oh yeah...it was a year ago" i shrugged.
"wait...your forgiving me?"
"no" i replied bluntly.
"oh..."

awkward.