do you know who you are? | harry styles

44: the future

"baby" it was late and harry and i were going to bed. i was half dressed when harry caught my attention. the only people who had seen me half dressed were harry and ella...

"yes, my love?" i turned his way.
"before we sleep, could we talk?"
"sure, what about?" i asked.
"the future" ah. it was that time. "of course. let me finish up first" i hung up my t shirt and got my pyjama top out. i slid it on and brushed my hair whilst harry watched me. "its good to see you looking after yourself" he smiled. i blushed and got into bed beside him. the room was dark but we had the lamps.

"i really want to marry you one day" he said.
"i want to marry you as well" i replied. we hadn't really been together that long. but we really fucking loved each other. a lot."if we didnt break up we could have made it to 2 years and 8 months" i sighed.
"well...we're back now. and you had every right to end things between us" he replied.
"i missed you" i replied, caressing his gorgeous face.

"your family wouldn't approve of us getting married" he chuckled.
"so? its my life" i replied. "i'll invite them to my wedding but if they dont come, not my issue"
"well done you" he kissed my neck gently.
"honestly i'd love to make beautiful babies with you" i said. he chuckled. "that'd be amazing"
"also i would love for us to fuck then i shout 'IM HAVING YOUR BABY'" i added. harry burst out laughing.

"that would be perfect" he turned the lamp off and i turned off mine.
"also" i said timidly. harry gave me his full attention. "Nothing"
"No, no baby you can tell me" he turned his lamp back on and grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers:
"I...when we get married i wanna post about it. I-i know i'm all cautious and shit but-"
"Baby, do what want" he chuckled before he kissed my hand and turned his lamp off.

I really did want to marry him.