it had been a month since i broke up with harry and it was all over the internet. the tour crew was contacted me and asked if i was okay but i didn't utter a word. i fucking missed him. i'd survives 130 days without him before but...this time there was no phone calls. ella had deleted everything harry related off my phone. i didn't know how harry was or what he was doing. i hadn't left the house in a month. ella was there for me when i cried my eyes out or when i needed affection. i wanted harry back but i couldn't trust him again.
HARRYS POV
i sat at the kitchen island typing her instagram name in again. still disabled. tears welled up in my eyes. i was trying to process what happened a month ago. her just leaving. without goodbye. i'd really fucking hurt her and i had to live with that guilt forever. the crew was asking me if she was okay.
"look DICKHEAD, she needs space!" ella snapped when i called and asked if she was okay...i deserved that very much...
she was adamant to move on. she'd left behind everything i'd gifted her. i didn't want to let her go yet. i just wanted to wake up to her face. i wanted to see her shout "MORNING HAROLD" from the top of the stairs then run all the way to the kitchen to give me a hug. i wanted to watch her paint, humming to her favourite songs. i wanted her to look at me and say "harry, i love you".
it was over though.
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do you know who you are? | harry styles
Fanfictionmara is a professional make up artist and is hired by the one and only harry styles! the two bond during his latest tour but they suddenly start seeing each other in a different light slow updates started: 16th july 2020 (what the fuck) ended: 27th...
