"Hey are you okay?" The question was all too familiar to you, feeling as if maybe people just asked out of pity. You sighed and looked up to whoever asked even though you already knew, you hated that fact that he was the only person that actually cared.
You were slumped over the table in the cafeteria, a table that was far from other students who wouldn't take a second glance when they walked past, but that was very rare considering the fact that the table was abandoned and forgotten.
Only a few would remember this table, 2019 was a good year full of memories.
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"So what are you dressing up as for Halloween?" You asked mattia who had just finished his soccer practice before lunch. He sat between your legs as you sat on the table, the strands of his hair between your fingers as you played with it.
You looked down at him, his eyes meeting with yours with a soft look. There was something about this kid that caused you to fall deep, he somehow managed to get to your heart, something not many people could get to. It hurts to know that maybe he wouldn't return those feelings that you had for him, but it was okay. It was your fault for falling.
"I don't know really, maybe I wouldn't go out" You responded, mattia looked at you and frowned.
"What? Why not?"
"I don't know, it's not my thing". Mattia scoffed.
"Not your thing? I doubt that cmon what are you gonna wear?"
You bit your lip, wanting to tell him that you liked him, you wanted to tell him so bad but you knew it would just cause commotion between you two.
