A/N AND EXCITING STUFF (it's exciting for me, probs not some of you)

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You can just ignore this whole rant or read on and get either excited or disgusted!(I know some people who would get excited)
OML I AM SO HAPPY AND I HURT SO FUCKING MUCH!! When me and Ella were together in bed last night, we may have made the neighbours file a noise complaint as we decided to try "something new". You get what I mean, and OML IT WAS SO FUCKING AMAZING!! I HAVE DECIDED THAT ELLA IS THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD, IN BED AND OUT!!! I MEAN I ALREADY KNEW THAT, BUT BLOODY HELL, SHE JUST REACHED TOP OF MY LIST!!! I'M SO FUCKING GLAD THAT SHE IS SO INTERESTED IN PLAYING THE TRUMPET!! I'M SORRY IF THIS MADE YOU GUYS CRINGE, BUT I NEEDED SOMEONE TO LET THIS OUT TO!!!(cos I couldn't take it out on Ella because that would be so bloody weird) SHIT, I THINK I NEED A FUCKING THERAPIST BECAUSE I'M RE READING THIS AND I SOUND SO FUCKING BONKERS!!

Okay this is just something to say that I don't need a therapist but I may have momentarily lost my shit when I realised what me and Ella did last night.
I'm sorry I ranted at you hoomans, but I just wanted to say: Ella, when you read this (which I know you will) I mean everything I said in this rant. I also mean everything I said last night (excluding any begging😏) and I do love you. And please, don't you dare comment on this rant, because I know you will and you will just say something about me being better than you and how the hell do I hurt when you didn't do anything. You did.
Okay, I will try stop posting stuff like this and thank you guys for putting up with my cringe-fest!
Also, I know that our relationship moved really quickly, but we had no choice but to move fast. I mean we had a choice with the sex, but me moving in with her for a bit was so much easier than staying in my family's house. With the massive amounts of arguments, I had to get out of there and I happen to have the hottest, cutest, most amazing girlfriend ever that took me in. So yeah! DON'T JUDGE!!
Okay, I will try stop posting stuff like this and thank you guys for putting up with my cringe-fest! See yah, byeeeee!!