Dating the Boyish ✓

Chapter 31:That Night

Exton's POV

"Oh, nandito ka? Sawa ka na bang mambabae?" Salubong sa akin ni Ethan.

He's now handling the Angel Rins.

"Hindi ko kailangan ng sermon ngayon." I said and ordered my drink.

Kailangan kong bawasan ang pag iisip ko. Damn, I'm so mad. I'm so mad at myself.

"Bahala ka sa buhay mo," He's about to walk out when I talked.

"Pero kailangan ko ng kaibigan," I looked up to stop myself from tearing up. "Tangina! I can't believe I did that to her."

"Ano? Napatunayan bang set up lang ang nangyari?" Sarkastikong aniya at umupo sa tabi ko.

I can't still believe that he can do that. Akala ko ba ayos na kami?

"Fuck! She was harassed, muntikan na siyang marape, she was drugged. Tangina, bakit ba sobrang gago ko?! And you know what's worse? She... almost took her own life." My voice broke and covered my eyes.

She never deserved to be treated like that.

Wala kaming pinagkaiba ni Clay, we were both a jerk! She's so fragile, I can't believe I was that stupid.

Uminom uli ako, inagaw ni Ethan sa akin ang bote kaya sinamaan ko siya ng tingin.

"Kahit naman ilang bote ng alak ang maubos mo hindi na kayo magkakaayos. Tarantado ka eh." Kulang pa. I deserve more hurtful words! I deserve to be punished, my guilt is eating me up.

"Wala na ba kaming chance?" I actually asked God but Ethan just poked me.

"Fucker! It's been 5 years. Ngayon mo lang naisip yan? Sa tingin mo kapag nalaman niyang alam mo na ang totoo babalik siya sayo? Asa ulul." I know. She just loved me, ang kapal ng mukha kong humingi ng second chance, I'm the one who broke her more into pieces. I don't deserve her, napakagago ko!

And then memories of our last meeting popped up in my mind.

Kung alam ko lang na huli nanamin iyong pagkikita sana hinabol ko nalang siya.

Halos manigas ako sa ginawa niyang paghalik sa akin. She smiled,

Hindi ako nakagalaw at nakita ko nalang na lumakad siya palayo at muling tumingin saakin.

Why do you need to make it this hard for me, Vien? You hurt me so much to point that I don't believe in love anymore.

A tear scaped from my eyes as she turned her back at me.

I wiped it as fast as I can.

She said hindi niya na ako guguluhin so I expect na hindi na siya haharang sa daan ko tuwing uwian.

I sighed, yeah right.

Napalingon ako sa babaeng humaplos sa braso ko. I closed my eyes, remembering how I ended up with Anne.

Ah, yeah, she seduced me. I don't know, medyo nakainom kasi ako.

"Babe... let's continue,"

I nodded. I shrugged, galit parin ako kay Vien. After what she did, I became a jerk again, I dated a lot of girls but she just have my heart. Siya pa rin ang iniisip ko sa mga panahong may kasama akong iba.

She cheated on me. Tumatak na iyon sa puso at isipan ko. How ironic, Anne also cheated on me but I'm still with her.

Sino bang niloloko ko?