TAINTED

9| IT'S JUST A MISSION!!

"Sometimes accepting devalue is just a stepping stone in creating major valuability"

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VOSHÉLLISA'S P.O.V

The next day I woke up extremely early and prepared myself mentally im front of the mirror in order to face the one person I didn't think I would have to.

"It's just a mission, it's just a mission, it's just a mission" I kept telling myself.

Only thing is, this was a little more personal for me. Based on the information signal sent to me through my crest, I am to not only take care and protect the former Papa but I was also expected to keep him motivated through his condition.

THAT WAS GOING TO BE HELL FOR ME.

Talk about mission impossible.

Laugh. The. Hell. Out. Loud.

LOL.

This had to be some major joke or sabotage because I can't even motivate my own self through my own condition.

I mean the best advice I could even give him is to give up and die. Harsh as it sounds it's easier than fighting the pain everyday. I mean, dying isn't all that bad.

Once you die then that's it. No need to worry, no need to depress ,no need to feel pain. Death is always exaggerated as such a bad thing when it is actually the most thoughtful thing that could happen to a person. Death rids us of our sufferings, it elimates our pains.

Not that pain is such a bad thing but for those who aren't appreciative of it, death is an awesome escape.

The only person that are truly affected by death, are the persons who are/were close to the deceased.

The selfish ones will just wish that the deceased would have just 'tough it out' and try to survive their pain and suffering.

...............And also the jealous ones who wish it was them instead so that they could find peace while the deceased continue to endure their plight.

So HOOOOOWWWWW will I now pretend that life is better than death and go on to constantly offer motivation when my beliefs on the matter are so strong and deep?

Guess I will also need to be an actress. Great. An additional task that I was neither trained nor compensated for.

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"Good morning Boss, I called to ask if my request had been cleared. Can I make calls to other family members?" I inquired as I was very interested having someone else to talk to other from Lorenzio.

"Yes Voshéllisa, I had it cleared last night. But it is only to other members of the family. No one outside the family is on the server." He explained to me.

"That's not a problem. Remember that I no longer know anyone outside the family?" I reminded him him with a hint of bitterness in my voice.

"Noted. Have a good day, I have bossly matters to attend to. So bye" He said before he hung up sparing no time for my response.