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Faded Curtains~

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Faded Curtains~

A purple hue that is highly in tune to its surroundings. Sees through the various layers easily. An individual radiating this color demonstrates psychic prowess.

 An individual radiating this color demonstrates psychic prowess

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I can't sleep. 

No, I can't...I can't. I keep tossing and turning in this comforter, choked by anxiety, torn with worry. Moving won't make me comfortable, and shifting will only make me remember him in my mind. The sheets are boiling hot...the bed is  a slow-cooking fire machine that wants to make me as uncomfortable as possible. Every time I close my eyes I see panicked red, pained maroon, blood...blood. No, stop it, Jungkook. Don't think like that.

But Leo is hurt! Logan Raisman's frantic search for the medical team affirmed that much. Leo got injured in practice, probably because his mind was distracted. Why would they force him into practice so soon after his mother's death? That's cruel...a perfect way to make him get hurt. Every coach here knows focus is the key to excellence...without it, poor performances ensue, and injuries follow.

Fuck his stupid temporary coach! He was put here to help prevent Leo from getting hurt, not to exacerbate his pain! What have I done? 

If Leo's father had stayed...

If I hadn't kept Leo in Phoenix when he should have gone to Brazil...

"No...no, it's not my fault!"

I leap out of bed, tossing the sheets violently across the stuffy dorm room. They plop against the wall, sagging against themselves. I shake my head, denying my involvement in Leo's pain. How was I supposed to know all of this would happen? How was I supposed to prevent this from happening?

There was no way I could have known...could I have? Am I reaching out for excuses because I know I could have helped him? Leo could be perfectly fine right now if I'd paid more attention to his auric changes...noted the discrepancies in his layers and-

Leo Taura | J.JK ✓Onde as histórias ganham vida. Descobre agora