DreamSMP and MCYT Oneshots

ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ, ʏᴇᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ...

!Warning!
Depression
Self-harm
Autophobia
Sucide

Badboyhalo's POV
I layed there in his arms as we both cry I start to feel sleepy, I didn't want to go yet, but atleast I can die in his arms. I give a small sad smile closing my eyes remembering why I was in this situation in the first place

A couple minutes ago

I held the knife to my wrist, gliding it gently across my arm, I was 3 months clean, but I had to be a cry baby and let my emotions get to me. Why? I've been taking my medication, I've had a better sleep schedule, I knew they were joking, so why do I feel so alone. I draw the knife across my arm again a little deeper. I continue going my vision getting blurry as more scars grow on my arms, until I then I heard my notification sound snappingme back into reality, I drop the knife making 'CLANK' noise as it falls into the sink. I look at my arms realizing what I did as I glance at my phone, picking it up shakily I see a message

Dream:
sorry if we were to harsh earlier

I smiled shakily texting back

Badboyhalo:
No worries! Its fine, I know you guys didn't mean it! :)

I glance back to my arms in scared and sad, but then I see another message pop up on my screen

Skeppy:
GN Bad! :P

I shakily text back, pressing send as my vision goes blurry and arms go numb

Badboyhalo:
Skeppy, I did it again.

I then heard a ringing, Skeppy was calling me, I attempt to press answer as I then sit myself down on the bathroom floor, I can hear his voice but I don't understand. I try harder to focus "ou okay?!" I hear Skeppy say, I then responded "what?" He then says "Bad are you okay? Please don't leave me, just wait there, Do you need me to call 911?"
(911 is the emergency number in America/police number)
I then say "Skeppy I'm scared" he then says "Its okay Bad, breathe, I know you didn't mean it Bad, I'm going to call 911 okay? And don't worry I'm already on my way to your house" I then say "this will be the first time we meet Skeppy" with a small giggle at the end, turning into crys.
(Btw I'm pretty sure they're both in Florida right now, so the drive is only going to be about 30 mins)
I sit against the wall as I wait for Skeppy to call back, he was currently calling 911. He soon called back and said that they were on they're way, and that he wouldn't take much longer. But I just wanted to lay down and go to sleep, everything hurt, I was covered in my own blood, I looked down to all the cuts on my arms, I felt as if I couldn't move them, yet at that moment I scoot to the sink kneeling next to it, I reach up and grab the knife. I think Skeppy heard the movement because he then asked again if I was okay. I just say "I'm fine Skeppy, I'm just getting the knife." Skeppy then told me "Bad, put the knife down, please don't hurt yourself more!" I relize what I was about to do and I just stare at the knife in my hand, not answering back. I can hear Skeppy telling me not to do it, but I hear the voices in my head telling my to do it, to kill myself, telling me what a nuisance I am. I don't kill myself thought, I only add more cuts, but soon I can't hold it anymore and drop it. I then hear a knock on my door, I hear banging, and then the door opening, but I soon hear footsteps and yelling and pleading. "Skeppy?" I say. He hears that and then says "Bad can you unlock the door?" I can't find the strength to even sit up so I respond "no" Skeppy then says "It's okay Bad, I'll find a coin or something to open it" and within a couple of seconds the door opens and I'm soon in his arms. He whispers things into my ear, telling me I'm going to be okay, telling me how much he loves me, telling me to stay strong. All I can bring myself to say is a simple "I love you" I can see him smile at me, tears flooding down his face. I soon hear sirens, but I then whisper a small "I'm sorry" and everything goes black.

I'll do a part 2 if I decide I want him to survive, but for now he'd dead. Btw Happy Valentines Day! I am lonely, so not doing anything on Valentines Day exept writing this Depressing Skephalo Oneshot. But Anyways, Hope your all doing good, Thanks for reading POG! ❤💜❤