CHAPTER-10

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Assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhu lovelies...

I request my precious readers to pray their salah if they haven't prayed yet before reading this chappy...

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Asfa's pov :

I woke up into the middle of the night just to find the bed empty beside me and Humza was missing the bed felt cold without him by my side.


I slept hardly at late night as I puked my guts out and Humza was helping me to get clean, the absence of him beside me was the reason I woke up, I looked around and found the door to the balcony open.


I tied my Raven locks in a messy bun, wore my fuzzy slippers and marched towards the balcony to see Humza praying his tahajjud prayer under the glowing moonlight.


I smiled at the sight which made my heart swell with love, I watched him like a creep as he completed his salah, he didn't acknowledged my presence as he was lost in his thoughts.


As I began to walk towards him he sensed my presence, I squatted down beside him patted his shoulder but he didn't looked up his gaze was fixed on the ground " Humza look at me! " I told him a soft tone but he shook his head in no.


" Humzaa! " my voice was just above a whisper but he pulled me down gently as I fell on his lap and wrapped my legs on the either side of his hips was basically straddling him, I combed his jet black hair backwards with my cold fingers and cupped his face, then made him look at me forcefully.


And a gasp escaped my lips as I saw his emerald orbs filled with tears, he looked so sad and upset at the moment that my heart broke into million pieces.


" If only I had seen the truck arriving the accident could've been prevented no matter how much I try not to blame myself but I end up doing it again and again, if only I could reverse the position he would've been alive by now! " his jaw ticked As he gritted his teeth controlling the shake in his voice.


" she lost her husband and now seeing her getting married brought all the old memories back and my regret is killing me, she's acting happy and bubbly in front of us trying to mask her emotion but we all know how much she'll be hurting inside, I just want to take her pain away! " he put his head down in shame though he was not at fault.

" I know Humza, it's not easy for you nor for her but remember all happens for a reason we can't change the past and I'm saying for the nth time it was not your fault, you barely survived the accident remember! " my voice shook when I remembered seeing him lifeless on the hospital bed.

" sometimes you don't even realise you're blocking your blessings by holding on to the past or thinking negatively, Learn to let it go Humza! " I told him stroking his cheek, he nodded at me with sad eyes as I repeated the words of certain blue eyed bunny who calls me love will always tell these line to me whenever I start over thinking.

" She and Zain will be gone by the end of this day, I don't want her to go! " he told me as his voice cracked at the end and a tear escaped his eye.

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