somewhere only we know

tuesday 10:05am sander

I go to the boys.
- Hey boysss ! What's up ?
Moyo speaks first.
- What did I heard ? Britt is telling everyone that you are gay !
No she did not-
- What ?! What do you mean ?? i ask
Aaron looks at me awkwardly :
- Yeah... Amber told me Britt told her that... you are gay... you arent into us, right ?
- Come guys, first of all I am not just into boys and second of all, you guys are not my type !
- So you are really into guys ?! says Moyo in a quite aggressive way
- I... yeah I guess I am...
- Come on guys leave him alone, he doesn't have to answer all your stupid questions ! defends me Jens
- What is wrong with him liking boys anyway ? Why does it seems to be a problem for you two ? asks Robbe carefully
- Well he is into boys that's it that's the wrong thing. simply answer Moyo

I can't help laughing.
They all look at me without understanding shit.
- You know what Moyo ? Fuck off. I say before leaving them

I enter the class without saying anything to anyone. People look weirdly at me. They probably heard the rumor.
I loose control and ask someone :
- Got a problem ?
- Hum no...
- Great then, stop staring at me please and mind your own life.

Aaron who is staying silent since the beginning tries to talk to me :
- Hey Sander...?
- Three words : fuck you Aaron.
The teacher hears me and interrupts me :
- Excuse me ?
I sight.
- Nothing.
- No that's not what I heard. Repeat what you said before ?
The fact that she knows about my bipolar disorders and that she is nice with me doesn't change the fact that I must give her respect, but i dont care right now. I dont care about anything at all.
- I said "fuck you Aaron".
She raises an eyebrow.
- And why did you say that exactly?
I roll my eyes.
- I have my own reasons.
Everyone is looking at us.
-  Sander I dont know what is going on with you, but you better change your behavior if you dont want me to call your parents.
Oh fuck this.
- It is none of your fucking business.
- Sorry what ?
I sight.
- No go ahead, repeat it !
I look away and lick my lips, I am gonna loose it, i need to get out of here.
- I wont repeat it.
She laughs.
- So what ? You disrespect me and then you act like nothing happened ? Is that so ?
- I guess it is.

Suddenly she grabbs my arm, makes me get up and we go out of the class.
- Look, I am trying to understand you, I want to help you but right now the only thing that can help you is to go to the head master ! I respect you, but you know what ? Respect goes both ways, so if you disrespect me, expect me to do the same. Is it clear ?
- Very clear.
- Okay then go to the head master, and if you dont I'll know it.