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02:02am
ASIAN'S POV
I was laid up with Von in bed.
He was conked the fuck out and has been for about three hours.
Me on the other hand couldn't sleep.
I had a bad feeling in my stomach, and whenever I felt like this I knew some fuck shit was about to happen sooner or later.
I decided I wanted to roll a blunt but Von was holding onto me for dare life.
Ion really know what we got going on.
I'm so disconnected from my inner emotions.
I don't even know if I have feelings for him.
I must like him a little bit cause ion have niggas hugging on me like that but with him..it's different.
I feel safe in his arms.
I feel safe.
For once.
But I can't fall for him, cause ion think I could deal with another heart break..and killing Von won't be as easy as the last one.
I'd rather not deal with the stress, it's the best for both of us.
I slowly pried Von's fingers off my waist one by one until I was completely free.
He groaned a little bit, turning over on his side, opposite me.
I slowly got up and headed to the bathroom because I wanted to wash my face.
When I was done, I dried my face with my face towel that was hanged up on the side and went back into the bed room.
I noticed there was a pre rolled blunt on my bedside that I don't remember rolling.
I shrugged, picking it up with my lighter and I headed outside to the garden.
I got comfortable on the white chair, wrapping myself up in a blanket that took from the living room as I was on my way here.