So we left off when everything was blur
10hrs later
You woke up you weren't in your house but it seemed so familiar
But you couldn't think of where and you looked down to see that you were wearing the same clothes as yesterday
You were so confused
you looked down
on the floor ,you saw your girl best friends sleeping
They woke up seconds after you
"Where we at"-Nina
"I know this place let me just walk around"- you got up tired trying to place pieces together while trying to walk properly
You looked at the photos you realised
"We at e/cn"-you
"Girl how Tf"-Jess says half awake
"I know that baby photo from anyway"- you said as you showed them the photo
"Aww"- them
"Okayy we gotta go , I don't know what happened but"-you
"We gotta go"-Jess
You guys got ready to leave and you left him note ,you got your phone and Jess had your car keys
You guys headed out you , looking for her car and you couldn't find it
You called kaden
"Yo I'm tired and I can't find Jesses car can you come pick us up"-you moaned
"Yeah , where you at"- he said crying
"Where at e/cn, bro what's going on"-you
"I'll see you in a few minutes"
He end the call
"He was crying ,what happened at the party"-you
He came over and he parked he got and you all hugged him
"What's going on"-Nina
"You guys don't even remember what happened"-k
"I can understand y/n but you guys"-k
"Wtf happened"-you
"Let's get you guys to your house and shower ,I can't tell you right now because your not gonna take this well"-k
You were so mad you hate not being told things ,you got in the car you were dead silent the whole ride, you looked at the window so frustrated
You got home and you showered and you changed as they waited down stairs
"Okay speak k"
You brought out food as you guys'
Ate as he spoke ,you started breathing heavily and you ran outside you continued to run until you sat down
Your head was racing with thousands words you walked back got into your car you drove off they tried to call you and you drove until you got to edge of cliff ,you didn't want to die but you wanted to be at edge as much as you were tired of life but you knew you had to keep going
Eventually ,your friends found you they were shouting
"Y/n you been through so much I'm not let you go out like that"-Jess
You moved your car back as they looked at you
"Your needed more than ever"-Nina
"She wasn't gonna do it she wanted feel close to death to question it"-kaden
"She was never gonna do it"-Mia
They looked at you and they drove back as you did you got in the house
"I'm mess"-you
"Your worthless"-kaden
"You hate yourself don't you"-Mia
"Why are you so mean to yourself"-Jess
Then was knock on the door
Jevonte and mason came in and you were so down
"Hey what's going on"-j
"We're exposing y/n inner thoughts about her"-k
"believes she deserves the worst" mason
"Useless , ugly"-Jevonte
You just sat there quiet you were silenced by the words came out they mouths and you knew you were wrong for talking down on yourself like that
"You didn't tell her did you"-j
"What"-you got mad
"Your brother is in the hospital"-j
"Hold wtf happened last night"-you said confused
Back to the party
10hrs ago
You were walking down the stairs and there was gun shots and you had air pods in so you thought it was the song as you took them off you fainted to the gas that was in air ,the people who shot up the party put a gas that put people to sleep and wiped off they memory
So you were gone but e/cn closed his breath and carried you out as he started to breathe again and he went back and got your friends ,then put you in the car ,took you guys to his house he laid you guys down he put you on the couch because he knew you had breathing problem
Back to now
