Insecure pt1

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Ever since you were little you were insecure , you always thought your friends were pretty than you , they get all good looking bits and sometimes you wish you could change your body. You felt like you were stuck that you couldn't be happy with yourself

So you decided to get off your phone and watch some inspiring YouTube videos to make you feel better then you got call.
"Ugghhhh , you forgot didn't you"- best friend
"The party"
"Ummmm , about that"
"Your going even if I have to drag you out of the bed"
"Mmmm"- you yawned
You fell asleep the call ended
You were enjoying your asleep getting all cosy
Until you heard door swing open
"Ugghhh, can't girl some sleep"- you
"I thought you be more happy to see me"- your boy bestie (it could be someone famous this your life remember it's all in your hands)
You got off the bed  and gave him hug
"What are you doing here"- you
"I came to see you but seems like your busy"
"Never to busy for you now sit you have to fill me in with what's being going on"
You guys talked like what seems for hrs
"So no plans huh?"
"I don't feel like it"
"That's your language for something's up , spill"
"Do i look ugly , because I don't have intsta model body and my hair well it's different to all this other girls"
"Nooo , why would you think that , my girl bestie had always been beautiful in and out , you were made perfectly in Gods eyes whether believe in it or not just remember being different makes you even more beautiful"
"Thank youuu , I need to hear that but I'm still not going to that dumb p-"
"Party , your so going"- bestie
"So that's what she been avoiding that explains the clothing"- boy bestie
"I have nothing to wear"
"To wear , I got you an outfit , before you ask its in your size so hurry up"- you
You put on
They mouths dropped
"You look amazing"- your girl bestie
"I'm definitely coming to this party I'm not having no pervs of my lil sis"- boy bestie
"Thank youu"-you
Skip you all got into car we're heading to party
"So c/n gonna be there"- girl bestie
"He probably won't even notice me , he likes his girls ( a different type of girl to you )"- you
"If he doesn't like for you his stupid because your amazing"- boy bestie
"I love you , you know that"- you
"I love youu too and I always remmber that"- boy bestie
"Yall friendship is cute asf"- girl bestie
You smiled at each other

You reached party and the music was loud , red cups  everywhere , smell of alcohol and other substances
The night started of smoothly you we're dancing with your friends after you couldn't find them making you wonder around
You walked upstairs were they were groups of people
"Excuse me"
"Sorry"
You made way into rooms seeing some stuff wish you didn't see and you walked each room to you walked to last room opened it

"I'm sorry I'm look for my "- you said with hand on your eyes
"I'm fully clothed come in"-???
You closed turn around to see only guy your thoughts would run crazy over and think of unspeakable things
Your heart started beating fast
"I guess not in here"- you
Your were about to leave
"You can stay here if you want"
"So how is the c/n l/n in  by himself"- c/n
"I could ask you same thing"- c/n
"Well I lost my friends and to be honest I didn't wanna come to this party"- you
"Neither did I"- c/n
"So are you hiding from everyone"
"I guess you could say that"- c/n
"I just surprised you want to talk to me"
"Why not your pretty and funny plus all my friends tell me how interesting you are"
You smiled
"Okay what do want to talk about"- you
"Basketball"-c/n
"I'm not sure I wanna do that"- you
"You don't like basketball"
"No I don't like it , I love it and get very competitive but I don't wanna annoy you"- you
"Try me"- c/n
You spent hrs talking about it you lost track of finding your friends
"Do you trust me"
"Do I have a choice"- you
"Not really , cmon I wanna show you something"-c/n
You took hand led you out of the room
Took you to inside pool where no one was
"I don't have swimming costume"-you
"your clothes are not that heavy"- c/n
"True"- you got in
"So are you gonna come in"
He got inside
"I guess you bring all your girls here"
"Yeah your the 21st one , I'm kidding not all your actually the first"- c/n
"Well in that case"- you got close to him  making look like you about make out but then you started splashing
He started splashing back
"My friend gonna so kill me I got this clothes ruined"-you
"I got you covered"- c/n
"Thank youuu"
You guys got out
He gave his hoodie and sweats to change into you put on
"wait I'm forgetting something"- you
You get your Jordan's put on
Your hair went back to its natural state
"You have beautiful curls/ straight hair why would change it"- c/n
"Your type is (opposite of you) and I guess I wanted get your attention"- you
" Those girls are just popular , not the girls I go for , you should never change for boy , I know boy bestie would tell you that"- c/n
"Sometimes I feel like I have been misheard in crowd full of people only way to get heard is to be as loud as the crowd"- you
"You got it all wrong being you makes you louder than crowd, you being you"

"Awww thank you, so"
You stared into his eyes as he stared into your eyes
"Y/N"- girl bestie cried
"Y/B/B IS DYING"
Everything started become fuzzy and blury until your eyes were shut

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