outsiders imagines/preferences

losing your virginity to them pt. 2

the first time i wrote this, i was a virgin, i am no longer a virgin, so i will rewrite it.

ponyboy:
-it lasts 10 seconds
-he made sure you felt safe and protected
-all you felt was pain, there was zero pleasure
-the intimacy was perfect, though
-feeling so close to him, so loved by him, it's all you had craved

johnny:
-it wasnt his first time, dally had convinced him to get with some broad a few months prior, he regretted it
-it was beyond pure
-you had never felt more love
-he felt so bad that he was hurting you
-he wouldnt pick up his pace until you asked him to
-he was much better than you thought he'd be

soda:
-gorgeous
-sweaty
-messy
-but so so passionate
-he cherished your body
-he treated it like glass that could be broken, and he wanted to break it, but not yet, not this time

steve:
-literally wtf
-he was a dick
-he thought about only himself
-when you asked him to stop he did though
-the next time was much better

dally:
-he had no clue you were a virgin
-you started sobbing from the pain
-he stopped, asked if you were okay and pulled out
-when you told him you were a virgin he apologized, and asked if you wanted to keep going
-you said yes, so he got back on top of you
-he was much more gentle this time
-when he saw you bleeding he stopped, laid next to you, and held you while you trembled

darry:
-this boy is a freak
-he knew you were a virgin, he wanted to make your first time memorable
-he treated you as if you weren't a virgin, he was just gentle
-it didnt last long, but it was long enough

two bit:
-this one is hard to explain
-it was romantic, but silly
-it was gentle, but painful
-it lasted too long, but you didnt want it to end
-it was amazing.

omgggg i havent updated in MONTHS . for the past four months i have had a boyfriend, he recently left me for his ex, so now i am going to make more time for my writing. im so sorry i havenr updated in so long, i promise i still love you guys🤍🥺