Tortured [Completed]

Chapter 1

Draco's Pov
A owl lightly thumps on my window of my flat. I open it and my owl, Nev, sticks its black beak inside the flat. I got a new owl when I got out of Azkaban and it was beautiful. It had black feathers, a black beak, and bright blue  eyes similar to mine. The small owl hands me the letter attached to its leg and I gently remove it and give it a treat. I open the letter after taking a deep breath. My breath hitches as I read what the letter says.

The letter was from Hogwarts.
Good afternoon Mr.Malfoy.
We heard that you got out of Azkaban and as you are on probation, you will be returning to Hogwarts for your eighth year. It is not a request, it is mandatory.  Some people might not be pleased because of your past but I as your headmistress am more than glad to open my arms and welcome you. You will be returning in 2 weeks exactly. I will see you soon
- Headmistress McGonagall

A million thoughts are racing through my head. No one wants me there but I have no choice as I am on probation. People hate me but I can not stop my self from wondering who will be returning back. I frown as my mind drifts back to the fire that Goyle started. He had been killed and I had almost been as well if Potter did not save me. With all of these thoughts racing through my head, I am hit with a wave of tiredness and I check the time. It is just past 9. I mentally slap myself for being stuck in my thoughts for over two hours. I decide to go to sleep so I take my pants off in one motion. I hesitate before taking off my shirt looking away from the mirror. After everything I hate my body so I only look at my body if it is completely necessary. I leave my boxers on and put some pajama pants and a sweater on as I walk to my bed slowly. I glide my feet under the blanket and feel my heavy breathing slowly fading as I am slowly falling asleep. But of course, I can never have a good night's rest as I have a horrible nightmare or shall I say memory.

3rds person POV

----- Nightmare/Memory -------

Draco is back in the Malfoy Manor during the war. He is on the floor with Voldermort and his Father standing above him. Of course, the God awful snake, Nagini, is beside them. Draco was just caught helping the Lovegood girl by doing healing spells for her. Of course,  he could not go unharmed and had a punishment. "Are you a traitor Draco", Voldermorts disgusting voice say. "Of-of course not my-my lord", Draco says stuttering like an idiot. "Crucio",  Voldermort says calmly. Draco falls back onto his back on the hard tile floor. His body feels like he is being burned alive and he is being stabed repeatedly. Draco tries to bite his lip to hold back a scream but it does not work. The crucio curse goes higher and Draco can not hold back a scream. The scream was blood curdling as his own father and his so called Lord laugh as the boy begins thrashing and screaming as well as crying. This repeated until Draco passed out
----- End of Nightmare --------
Draco jolts awake sobbing from his memory. He still feels the pain even though it has passed months. He begins sobbing into his arms as he curls into a ball rocking back and forth. He can't breath.

He gets up from his bed going to the bathroom. He washes his face to keep him up and he is disgusted with what he sees. He has fluffy hair sitting onto of his head and his face is even worse. His eyes are red and puffy as well as the giant black bags under them. His checks are hollowed in and he almost looks dead. You should be dead, the little voice in his head tells him. He walks back to his bed numb.

He just wish things would get better when he arrives at Hogwarts but of course nothing ever goes his way.