I like to keep you close because
maybe
I think I'll loose you
maybe
I think you'll go away
maybe, just maybe
you'll go around too
telling people how big of a mess I am
maybe you'll finally let go of the last wooden block
holding the flood away
making me to drown myself please I'm afraid
maybe you'll get the real picture they all saw
and maybe you'll become the next thing on my
punish-yourself-cause-you-fucked-this-up list
I like to keep you close because I like what I am with you
a mess
but maybe the realest form from my hundred storm
I like to keep you close because maybe you give me
hope that there is a hope
even for me
_________
I'm giving you this because I didn't want to end 2020 without any updates on this book. This year has been hard yet good, for my mental health. Today is 30th and it'll be 2021 in two days. I'm not gonna fuck it up now. This ends in this year.
I'll try to be the best version of myself. A happier version.
Be safe you loves.
My instagram is @ thedaxathakor if ya need me.
All my love, Dee
