Don't wait for me, my love!
I'm not coming back
Your living garden and bright castle haunts my sad spirit
Please, let me be miserable in peace
Blow out that candle on your doorstep
My love, even though I want to come back
I'm not coming back
Please go and get some sleep
Your affection will stay unreached
So don't wait for me
You talk about flowers and happy hearts when mine is made of stone
Unbreakable. You have looked through it often to know
It's unbearable
I have said my sorrows to you, still
Even though you know the real me
Even though you possess the will to hold it
I can't accept the fear of it
So if you're in your bed
Still turning sides
Sleep
I'm not coming back
Let the love go away cause all I want is sorrow
Let me vanish myself for vanishing is better than shattering
Better than questioning
You say " you're too stubborn, too hard yet seem so soft "
I say " you're mistaken, my heart can be the heaviest stone "
Life is easy where I rest
It's simple
Love will leave and the drapes will be out
My resting place
I have decorated it at it's best
It's where I feel alive again
When the waters are out
On rising again
And if you're still standing
With the lantern of hope
On your doorstep
By the right door
Go back inside, my love
The night is cold and even though you are my love
Even though I want to be your love
I'm not coming back
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stay safe
stay humble