Can't have myself, being someone else's
I know
It is selfish
I know
It is unfair
But I can't help
But feel bad
When I think about some other girl
In your head
I know
We are over
I know
We are long gone
But I can't help
But feel bad
When I imagine her, stroking your hair
I know
I shouldn't
I should
Let her be
But I can't help
I feel restless
When I think about her
In your strong arms
I just can't have anyone having what I once had
I just can't even imagine you with someone else
I think
I tell myself
I scold myself over and over again
I think that I'm over you
I tell myself to move on
I scold myself not to feel like this
Trust me love !
I really do
But I can't help
But feel my heart breaking
I can't help
But feel my soul shattering
I just can't help
But die inside
When I imagine myself
Being erased from your future
When I imagine myself
Being deleted from your memories
When i imagine myself
Being no part of your life anymore
When I imagine myself
As just me, not as your
I know
It's utterly bad
I know
It's so so fucked up
But after all this months
When I have made myself ok
Even the thought of someone else
Having myself
Makes me reckless
Makes me want to save myself
Just for you
Cause just like I can't imagine you with her
I can't have myself
Being someone else's.
♥
And this is the fuckd up reality
When I'm over him, but still can't have him be someone else's.
