brooklyn
in this moment i was
thankful hearts were
trapped inside our bodies
and hidden underneath
our rib cage.
if not, i’m one hundred
percent positive you
and everyone else in the
shop could hear how loud
my heart was beating.
i don’t know how easy
it was for your mouth
to be moving so
carelessly when i
mentally feared every
word between my lips
and thought in my head.
you stood so soothingly
and relaxed
while i was slowly
dying on the inside,
everything in me turning
to mush at the sound
of your voice.
you always had that
effect on me, being able
to make me melt with
just one word, that
deep and sharp tone
of your voice.
and when you had
complimented my hair
i could feel the tingles
in my cheeks signaling
a blush but forced it
away, ignoring the intense
joy i was feeling.
joy i had once felt but had
lost.
i was different then and
am different now,
and as much as me back
then would have loved
for things to be different
i couldn’t allow it.
i had built myself back up
again and i wasn’t going
to look into your eyes
and fall back down.
i refused to.
“what can i get you?”
my eyes darted back
up to your bright ones
before snapping back
on the doorway,
“nothing.” i could
hear you snort a
chuckle and frowned,
watching you from the
corner of my right eye.
“then what are you
doing sitting in the shop?”
you said amused.
i sighed and turned my
head, allowing my eyes
to take in yours,
“i’m meeting someone.”
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maybe, someday
Romance❝Perhaps we'll meet again when we're better for each other.❞ © tilmorning. The fourth and final installment, following the stories: 'something' , 'where we fell' , and 'intoxicated'.