landon
if the boys were to have
seen my face or feel the emotions
i felt with the brush of our hands,
they'd mock me and claim
that deep down i had no balls
and was everything but a guy.
i was used to the names
and jokes the guys would belt
when we were together,
casually laughing at some of them.
they were far from right when
it came to us two and behind
every joke, was pure envy for
something they too seek
but not once found.
when the tips of your fingers
brushed just the slightest
over mind, the tiniest of hairs
stood tall and proud.
still,
you were as smooth as ever;
a clear sign that you still
used the vanilla lotion
i loved so much.
chuckling nervously,
i was about to speak and try
to ease away the awkwardness.
however,
the one person i wished to
have never taken notice upon
our encounter broke the silence.
my eyes bulged when my mother
threw her arms around your neck
pulling you into a tight embrace.
she continuously peppered kisses
on your cheek while mumbling
words that were unknown in
between each peck of affection.
the brush of our fingers lingering
upon another was embarrassing
enough but as my mother showered
you with her lips, i wished we were
both back in the awkward position
of your hand against mine.
and now instead of being a twenty-
five year old, i was back in my
bedroom at age eleven being
caught by my mother with a red
magazine in hand.
YOU ARE READING
maybe, someday
Romance❝Perhaps we'll meet again when we're better for each other.❞ © tilmorning. The fourth and final installment, following the stories: 'something' , 'where we fell' , and 'intoxicated'.