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Part 1

dixie pov: "how could he?" i ask my sister charli as i sit there crying on the floor at the foot of my bed with my sister by my side. thankfully. my boyfriend, griffin...grifffin johnson cheated on me. and i came to know from titkok, from frickin titkok. god. how messed up can my life be. i have been crying for hours now. the video blew up and now its on titkok room and that's when i saw it and so did millions of other people...including griffin, the cheater himself, my family and my friends. he texted me. 18 texts. 28 missed calls. 6 dms. and the list goes on. i finally got frustrated with my own overthinked theories and i texted him, cause i couldn't bear to his nasty voice rn.

griffin pov: "i technically didn't even cheat" i tell my friends, the sway boys, as i try calling dixie for the 20 the time. they all circle me, to comfort me but mainly question me. i mean cant blame them. they must be worried and confused. i just asked a bunch of girls for toe pics. like how the fuck is that cheating?? i asked myself and the boys this multiple times. the whole internet is blowing up and i have gotten like 50 calls from people at this point. i call dixie a few more times. still no response. i leave it. and soon, my notifs make a sound. she texted me back. jesus christ, thanku.

texts-

dixie- why??

griffin- i m sorry, i dint mean to

dixie- oh yeah, that makes me feel a lot better. i just want to know why, not your stupid apology ok?

griffin- i have a fetish i guess and i didn't want to be a freak and ask you for them 

dixie- yeah, you wouldn't have gotten them anyways, u dont deserve them :)

griffin- uh, well anyways, i am so sorry, just it wont happen again

dixie- ofc it wont

griffin- so we're good?

dixie- oh yeah

griffin- awesome!

dixie- we're done, and we're done for good now. 

dixie- i am breaking up with u

griffin- dix-

dixie- stop calling me that, u dont have the right anymore

griffin- but-

dixie- go ask some more girls for their feet and toe and whatever pics 

griffin- i love u, dont leave like this, please lets talk, please pick my call

dixie- i said we're done

griffin- dixie, we're not breaking over text, please, i am sorry

dixie- go feed your stupid apologies to the birds

griffin- please, just let me explain myself

dixie- didn't you do that already

griffin- i did but-

dixie- u had ur chnace

dixie- bye griffin

dixie- dont call me again

griffin- dixie

giffin- hello

griffin- please hear me out

griffin- i am sorry

griffin- ....

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dixie pov: i throw my phone away and cry some more, charli bought me tissues and ice cream. we both sit on the floor and just eat ice cream, me occasionally wiping my tears. after we're done she brings mee pasta and donuts and we eat some more. we talk in between. "you were too good for him anyway" she says. i smile and i nod. trying to build up my self-confidence again. i ranted to her before that, maybe i was too fat or something for him and that's why he left me but i can't be mean to myself. i am perfect the way i am. i cant be questioning myself for some stupid boy, WHO cheated on me. na-uh. i reach fro my phone and unfollow him on all platforms. i block him on all platforms too. i delete our pictures and throw my phone again. charli unfollows him too. my sis <3 idk why but it makes me feel a bit better. i finish my food and get up. i grab a box. i start packing his things i had in my room, the pictures, stuff he gave me, his t-shirt he must've left, his charger. i stuff it in the box and tell charli "throw this out fro me when you leave k?" she nods and takes the box from me. she gives me a long hug and a kiss on the cheek. i smile and she grabs the plates and the box and heads out of my room. i step into the shower.

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dixie pov: "hi mom" i say getting up from my laying down position. "hey dix" she says an dists at the foot of my bed. "how are you" she asks. i shrug. "i am so sorry" she continues. i smile a bit. "he was such a nice guy, so sweet and caring always. i never expected this from him, he loved you, he really did" she adds. i wrap my blanket around me, trying to dissolve, i would do anything else in the world rn than listen some more talk abt that cheater. "yeah mom, but he cheated, i guess he didn't care that hard enough then" i reply. "he was a good boy, i always liked him, unlike your other previous boyfriends" she says looking at her hands. "mom- I'm a bit tired, i want to sleep,so-" i say. "oh yeah yeah sure sweetie, she gets up and pats me affectionately on my head and closes my blinds and leaves my room. 

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hiya! hope u liked the first chapter of this book. thanku for the lovely comments and votes on the characters ch. I'm reading the hunger games rn. ik I'm soo late but like why is to so good and why hadn't i started it reading sooner??! anwyays, new chapter will be out very soon. have a great day<3