CHOOSE|| DOAH ༊*·˚

Part 22

dixie pov: "dixie, dixie, get upp" i hear faint shouting and crying of Charli and Addison as they shake me awake from my daze. i take a sharp breathe and say "I'm okay" and everyone stops shouting. instead, they fall dead silent. i get up, a bit unstable, and look around. i see Noah standing a bit far away but looking relieved to see me talking again.

i walk towards him but he backs away. "noah, u stayed" i say. "I just had to make sure u were okay, ill leave now" he says. "no, please stay" i say. "stay and do what dixie?" he asks. 

i dont reply. i dont have an answer. i want to say that he should stay and we should talk but I know he doesn't want to listen to me anymore. 

griffin pov: "noah, if u want to leave so bad, you might as well" i say walking closer to where dixie and noah stood. dixie gives me a glare. "after all, dixie too has realised and accepted that we belong together and that she is mine" i say smirking and grab dixie's hand.

dixie pov: he grabs my hand and I feel pathetic. i try removing my hand from his but he has a firm grip. as I continue struggling i see noah walks towards me and remove griffin's hand from mine. he stands between me and griffin and says "she's mine so dont u fucking dare touch her griffin, you lay your hand on her once more and you'll be done for" he warns him angrily. griffin doesn't say anything.

noah pov: he help dixie's hand firmly and u could see dixie being uncomfortable. she tries releasing her hand but his grip is too tight. wihout thinking I move forward to protect her from him.

dixie pov: "yeah for now" griffin shouts back at noah as he started walking. he then turns to me. "dixie, I'm sorry, I know i blew it, I want to get back together, I will treat u like a queen, I love you, please" he says pleadingly." i know ur with him but please, its not to late, leave him and be with me" he continues persuading me. noah turns around and looks at me for my response. i look back fro him to griffin with tears in my eyes. "griffin, dont" i say. " its not too late, its not, ur mom told me so herself and that's why I'm here, please dixie, we know ur with him for now, its not forever, its just for now-" he continues, pleading and screaming. my mother. always the one to fuck up my life. why did she have to fucking go and say bullshit to him. why? 

noah pov: " noah, I dont know what he is talking about" dixie tells me and for a moment I want to believe her. i look at both of them in shock. i have been played like a fucking game of cards. " i gotta get out of here" i say and start walking again. "oh, noah waitt" i hear dixie's voice.

"dixie, u played me, u broke my heart, why did u have to lie to me. i was too blind to see it. too blind in love with you and u took advantage of that. you still had feelings for him, you missed him each day, even when you were with me" i say and she nods her head 'no' frantically. "shushh" i say. "I bet you even imagined kissing him with your eyes closed when you kissed me" i say. "i-i was so in love with you that for your happiness....your happiness...if you would've told me you wanted to leave me to be with that fucker, I would've dropped you at his place myself, that's how much I cared for you dixie and that's how fucking much i was ready to give up for you." I say.

dixie pov: he tells me he would've dropped me at griffin's himself if I would've told him I wanted to leave him and be with griffin. i break down inside at this. he truly loves me or....loved me. i feel terrible. seeing him like that, he truly seems heartbroken and I caused that. i want to tell him all the screenshots are a lie, that griffin is lying but all i can wonder is where i fucked up.....why does he think that the 7 months we had been together were a lie. griffin's 1 lie made him think, that i never wanted to be with him all along. was our love, that easy to break?

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a bit of an emotional take on this chapter. the drama will prob come to an end in the next chapter or so. the next twist is my fav part tbh. thanku for 5.5k reads!!!

and....happy birthday noah neck....i mean noah beck. god, isn't he a fine man, right ladies? dixie's a lucky one.