Tom Holland Imagines

It's not a double date pt. 3

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It takes you a second then you get up and run after him. You walk through the back door you saw Tom leave through. It leads into a corridor. There are two doors, one leading to the mens, one leading to the womens bathroom. Did he go there? There's a third door at the end of the corridor. It's a glass door and it looks like its leading onto another terrace.

You try to open it and it does. You walk out slowly and there he is, leaning on the railing.
"Tom", you say, your voice a whisper. You have no idea what to say to him. All you know is that you need to talk about everything that's just happened. Whatever that conversation will look like.

Tom doesn't turn around. He tears his hair and you're not really sure whether he's noticed you or not.

"Tom", you say again and put your hand on his back. He shakes you off and turns his face away from you. You hear him snuffle, then he looks at you. His eyes are a little red.

"I'm so sorry Y/n, I ruined everything, I shouldn't have done this." He hits the railing with is fist and he doesn't even flinch but you're pretty sure it must have hurt badly. "Damn it", he growls.

"Tom, look at me", you demand because you want him to listen to you carefully.

He hesitates but eventually does. Your heart is breaking at the sight of him. He looks devastated.

"Why didn't you just tell me?"

He shrugs. "I don't know – I – I didn't know how to."

You fall silent again. He likes you. All this to go out with you and tell you.

Do you like him too?

Of course you do. You love Tom.

But you're not sure whether it's that kind of love you have for a sibling or – well – for a lover.

"I ruined it, didn't I?" Toms voice is no longer angry or frustrated. He sounds... hopeless?

Only now do you realize he doesn't mean the evening with that.

Your eyes widen in shock. "No, no of course not. Why would you think that?"

You really want to step forward and take him in your arms but something stops you from doing so. So many times in your life have you comforted Tom when he was upset, squeezed him until everything was alright again. But now? Suddenly you're the reason his eyes are puffy. This has never happened.

"Hey, maybe we should just go home yeah?"

You wanna take his arm but he steps away from you. His voice is on the edge of breaking, you can tell. "You go, I'll call an uber and meet you downstairs."

You really don't want to leave him here right now but you respect that he needs a minute to himself. He just dropped a bomb and while it really shocked you his feelings must be all over the place.

"Okay", you whisper. You feel so bad.

Whilst you take the elevator back down you realize you've not actually said anything to him. When you didnt say anything Tom just immediately assumed he'd messed up and left.

You love him – so much. But could you be falling for him? Kissing him? Touching him in ways you never have?

You shiver. Never have you thought about him that way. And imagining you two together just feels, it just feels weird. Right?

You wait in front of the building for a little while. When Tom walks out the uber parks right in front of you. He probably waited up there until the car arrived so he wouldn't have to be alone with you. Is this what it' s going to be like with you two now?